cassiana

i read your message with great interest because i'm in A similar position. You played it well at the start but now you have to hold your nerve. Be friendly but distant. Be good fun but close down some of the areas of your life he once free to enter. Be unavailable at time and glue that happy smile on your face. Dress to kill and leave early to go to an appointment. Make him twist and wriggle. Slowly it will dawn on his dull male brain that being sinlge may mean that you may not care when he condescends to take you back.Let him chase you. it worked for my friend but she didn't want him then. good luck.

I was like that too when I was your age and older. Modern times and magazines imply that theres something wrong with you in order to sell stuff but there isn't. You are just not ready yet. If you worry about it you will give yourself a mental block about it. When you are ready it will happen. In this world loads of people feel like you but just won't admit. If peoplr weren't so busy trying to impress each other then nobody would smoke. Most smokers hate it but keep at it until they are addicted to impress others generally. Sex is better than smoking. It may not be great the first few times and women reach their sexual peak in their thirties. If you relax about it it will come.