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i think kind of the same as you. i believe they think they are in love cause maybe they have never really felt that strong about anyone before but what has age got to do with any of it the young (like me and you) are just as aware of our feelings as the old maybe even more. I believe that no one is ever 100% sure what love is. how can you even be sure they are not in love as you have never been yourself. Maybe these people are in love maybe they arent but what you got to ask yourself when you hear them say it is why do they think they are in love what makes them think they are not just mistaking it for a good friendship

doin that wont work btw ive tried and even if u do cut far enuf into the vein lets just say ur wish of dyin painlessly int gonna work.i know u prob wont do this coz u prob dnt giv a s*** but add me on ur msn n we can tlk or email me. we can help each other and altho i dnt know u i wud hurt over ur death

It all started when my mum and dad got divorced they always argued about me and both of my sisters blamed it on me, that was 3 years ago we all know how long soliciters can take , ever since this ive cried myself to sleep every night, cut my wrists frequently. i tried to take an overdose quite a few time but through all the pills back up again. everytime i looked at the cuts i would cry and do it all over again until it became quite a viscious cycle!I started seeing a shrink and she put me on pills i grew so much faith in her i couldtell hereverything until one day she FORGOT to turn up to one of my appointmeants. this killed me inside i kept thinkin "god i must b so selfish to even think sum1 would waste there time on me in the first place. So i stopt takin my anti-deppressants and went back to the cryin and cuttin. Then as usual right at the wrong time turns up LOVE. me n a guy called James started hangin out together he knew about my problems but he didnt mind i was so happy that for once sum1 wasnt judgin me for it. but i fell deeper and deeper w/ him and i love him soo much then he sees sum of the cuts on my wrists and gets all patronisin sayin stuff like "u dnt need to do that u only do it for attention coz u want sum1 to pity u" That night i cried so much and cut again.we made up but jus recently hes told me he doesnt love me any more and just wants to be friends i dunno what ive dun. all i konw now is that the only 2 ppl i have ever trusted in my life have let me dwn they wernt there wen i needed them the most and now i c no point in livin and really want to die but i dnt no how to do it coz everytime a pills goes nr my mouth i wanna thro up how can i put myself ut of this misery

but i love him so much and cant lose him. Before i met him i was seeing a phsyciatrist because of deppression and i felt really insecure but ever since he came along ive been so much happier. I dont understand why he doesnt like my past any way he has nothing to do with that part of my life and i hate it when he drags it up. You see i used to cut myself and once tried to comit suicide but now that part of my life is over and i want to move on. but every slip up i make he'll bring that back into it and he'll patronise me for it. I dont want to let it come between us cause its dragging me back down to the level i was @ then.I need him he's the only one that can keep my head up and keep me strong i know it sounds like i'm relying on him nbut i need him cause i love him so much not vice verser

my boyfriend and i were so close and for the first time in my life i felt like i meant something to some-one now he is ignoring all of my calls and wont talk to me when we meet. My best mate told me that this bloke that has been interested in me for ages has been bad mouthing me to my boyfriend and spreading rumours about me. I dont have a very good past so it is likely that my bf will believe him. I really love him ive never felt like this before what can i do its killin me inside he was my bf my best friend my life i was never clingy and never cheated. But i feel like im the one in the wrong?