NYAmicas

Wonderfully written and I really can identify with what the individual has been through. I wonder how the individual gathered the stregnth and courage to even try these socal groups and over perform at work despite feeling so alone? I think the fact that the individual was able to do well academically and at work speaks loads though I do sympatize greatly for how they have been shunned.

I would prefer beautiful since cute makes me think I'm being viewed as a middle schooler.

I used to think the best kiss I'd experience would come from a guy I was embarrassingly and foolishly in love with....until I went overseas for some months and dated a guy there. We had problems with communication since we couldn't speak each other's languages but kissing him was amazing. I primarily have to feel a sort of connection or something nearing loev for me to kiss decently but with him that waas definetly not a requirement.

9 years difference. He's 30 years old.