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jjkk

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  1. Lying yesterday really incriminated Chris. GREEN
  2. Quit being a cowardly @$$....!! Man up and stop hiding from the police!! I'm so disgusted w/ you I can't even say any more right now.
  3. I wish I would have dumped you sooner! I still have guilt for making some bad decisions in order to spend time with you since you were too selfish and too much of a wuss to take a stand and be who I needed in the relationship. I cringe when I remember all the hours I spent listening to your insane tangents. I feel you took advantage of me. I came out looking like the bad guy when I left you but if they could only see you through my eyes. I still feel furious and like you were clueless about who I was and how bad I was actually hurting when you came to help me that one night when I thought my daughter was going to die and I had a panic attack in my car and I couldn't get out to go into the house. It was the scariest, most heart breaking few weeks of my life, thinking your child would either die or never be able to live a normal life. I needed you and I needed privacy. My kids and I needed privacy during that time and you shuffled your adult children along w/ you because you treat them like they're 5! I needed your support and comfort because I was so broken and scared and full of a grief I've never experienced before and my daughter was so very sick. Why bring them along to gawk at the situation? They had no business being there and you knew that was my wishes!! I preferred to be alone than have an entourage of your inconsiderate, disrespectful adult children tagging along...it wasn't worth having you there. You left me then and you left me in the same way after my addiction crisis, the second most difficult time of my life which happened just 2 months after my daughter started to get well. Yes you were there for the first 3 days of withdrawal but then I was dropped again, only to have you around if your ADULT children were tagging along. It was none of their business and I told you that. I told you I needed support and someone to talk to and I wouldn't talk around them because I wanted to keep things private. You weren't man enough to do it. SO...although I felt guilty when I broke up with you and it was sad for me to hear you cry and beg, I knew I couldn't respect you or count on you to be who I needed...in big OR little things. You're a person full of love but just not the one for me. Although the anger is getting to me tonight, I always still wish the best for you. I wish you could understand the pain your actions caused me when I was at my most fragile and vulnerable but I won't disrupt your life to contact you to tell you off.
  4. About your ex, wow, just wow! It's amazing what we tolerate, especially as it happens in small steps, breaking down boundary after boundary, next thing you know, it's ridiculous! Good for you for getting rid of him!
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