This Little Lady Posted March 19, 2007 Share Posted March 19, 2007 I really don't know whats going on in my own head so I'm just going to toss this out there. Maybe someone has gone through the same thing.](*,) I'm in an awesome relationship with a guy I absolutely adore. I've been having really stupid family issues for the last while so I've been staying with him. I got into a fight one day with my mom and went on a rampage so to say. I was pissed off and angry at everything. For some reason I directed anger at him, I don't know why and through this random thought in my face that maybe I didn't love him. Which totally makes no sense what so ever. Suddenly I started thinking about leaving him and actually believing this random thought. The weird thing is there is like this duality where I am my regular happy, go lucky self, who is completely in love with the guy and then there is this girl who has no hope and is practically emotionless. What do I do? I feel like I know who I am but this thought totally just screwed me right up. I know it may not seem like a big deal. But it doesn't make sense why I should feel this way or have these thoughts! All I know is it feels like there is a war going on in my head and I feel like I'm going crazy!!! Anyone ever go through this before? Link to comment
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