im so confused..help me

[Blackhawk2009]

I feel really confused right now...i just dont kno wat to do. I met this girl during a game of uno on xbox live thru a webcam chat thingy. Well i ended up playin so many games with her and we became pretty good friends. In the end i have her s/n which i talk to her on all the time, her phone number which ive only called twice, and her myspace.

 

after talkin to her so much through all these things ive developed a thing for her. A feeling that i just dont seem to get with other girls. I was thinking that maybe its because of her looks because she is pretty and all, has a very beautiful smile. But its not like ive ever seen her in real life so maybe it isnt that.

 

And i also just seem to love hearing her voice, it makes me feel so relaxed and then i start dreaming about "what if's" and such..i dont know. Its funny too because whenever i sign in on Aol Instant Messenger i always look to see if she is on first. And when im on and shes not, and she signs in, i get like butterflies in my stomach. I wish i knew why....

 

Also its funny sometimes because i feel like ive seen her someplace before and when i started talking to her and i just got that feeling

 

Asking for a lot of help and input..thanks...also if have anyquestions ill post answers

 

 

"edited": oh yea i forget to say she lives roughly 1000 miles away from me, im 18 and shes 17....i kinda want to express me feelings 2 her but im afraid she might just be too young to understand

[Batya33]

You are in love or smitten with her on line persona. This is normal. If you want to see if you click in real life, ask her for her phone number then call and ask her out on a proper date.

[Emily525]

You need to keep talking to her and see if your feelings keep growing. If they do, do what ^ said and go see her!!!

[Maverick32x]

50 miles one way... 50 miles the other... meet halfway... grab some dinner... see if you still like her

[Blackhawk2009]

u mean 500 miles?? i suppose i can try that..but it mite jst make things worse if u think about it

[BeStrongBeHappy]

you have a big crush on her... it happens! there is no reason you can't be her friend and continue to interact with her online, but it would be quite hard to have a romance due to the distance, unless you were both to go away to the same college somewhere.

 

stranger things do happen, but you can't plan your life based on a crush... i would continue being friends, but continue looking in your local area for other friends, since never dating and always pining for someone from afar is no fun at all...

[Blackhawk2009]

yea i suppose your right..maybe i would be better off that way..

 

if only she lived 20 mins away