just feeling down

[adamc44]

lately ive just havent been feeling the same. im usually up beat and in a generally good mood. but the past few days ive really felt down on myself. it happens every so often. see, ive got an empty feeling, like things just aint working out the way i planned it. a few reasons i feel this way are: im not dating anyone and my job just hasnt went in the direction i wanted it too. ive always had chances to meet girls, my friends would set me up but i always had a reason not to want to go into a relationship, now i kinda regret it. i guess its like ive missed out on a major portion of my life. ive missed out on experiences, emotions and relationships. its really got me feeling depressed the more and more i think about it. i see my friends and how happy they are, someone to take care and make plans with. i guess in a way i feel like im somewhat of a loser. i always think of a reason why they just arent good enough or what im looking for: * * * * *y, unattractive, dumb, slutty, or just to shy to make a move. i see my friends having families and how happy they are together, it just gets to me anymore i guess. this is prob the biggest reason im feelign down.

my job was something i strived to be good at. somewhere along the way i lost my strong work ethic. my company really sucks and i travel a great distance to work (2hours). its become a real drain after 3 and a 1/2 years. i keep hoping i would find something close to home but ive put in application after application and i keep expecting success but i get nothing. im always rejected. the thing that gets me most is, im a nice, hardworking guy, i show up, i do my job, i dont do drugs but its like im just not good enough for what they need. i just want to find a good job where i can be successful and have something, make a decent living, have a retirement.

i get along with 99% of the people i meet and after they understand my crazy sense of humor they enjoy being my friend, but yet its like i strive to stay away from a relationship with poeple, like i enjoy being alone in a way, but really i dont. i need to make changes in my life. fill the voids that ive been missing out on. i need to force myself to accept a relationship. i just needed somewhere to express my feelings to you and prob myself as well. thanks for listening.

[musicguy]

I'm the same way. I have accomplished a lot of my goals that I thought about in high school except for my love life and the goal of having a family and kids and that's what I seem to focus on a lot and it gets me down. So I totally understand how you feel

[HellFrost666]

It could be a seasonal thing. Some people get this way in the winter when it gets dark earlier and it's cold all the time. Go outside more... It could really help you.