reoccuring insanity.

[EmptySoul]

Sad music on the radio

instant reaction

i've dropped my book

fallen out of bed

frantic searching

through every box and drawer and purse

where are they?

did someone take them?

pour the makeup bag out on the floor

a metallic clink

my razors, my scalpal blade

metal in my fingers, face my reflection

i'm breathing hard

lift up my shirt

pull off my pants

my hand moves of its' own will

to find a spot

i see scars from hips to knees

wrist to elbow

my stomach, my chest

empty eyes

sigh

replace the blade

no blood today

i think

maybe

this is

over.

 

-Empty.

[blueangel]

a light comes to save you

but it is not death

it is the voice of a loved one

you have never met

 

they say "i love you"

and "please don't harm yourself"

you understand pain

and can use it to help others now

 

I set you free

As I give you this key

Take it from my white hands

of life and energy

Let yourself be

Unlock your heart

because man is not perfect

and you are suffering

for it

There is pain that recreates itself, you see

from your thoughts that you thought you put away on a shelf

they taunt you when you are alone

...

But you are held cherished from above

For your mind and for your heart

so take my light and pass it on

For Life should not be a struggle

There is so much we have to juggle

But you are not alone

For this life is a song

And the tune that you play

Will lead you along...

 

"I Haven't Left You," says a whisper. "So smile away that rain.

I believe in you

And that's all I wanted to say."

[yeawutever]

Cool, I love it!!!!!

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

Empty thats such a great poem. Full of emotion.

[Lanana]

wow blueangel, i was even hit by your "poem response" that was very comforting in a way

 

i also like urs empty. it seems like you have a lot to let out