Another day of Hell for me!!! Breaking up!

[TiredMan]

I've been in therapy for almsot 2 months now. At the same time, I can't shake this feeling. I know I must have hurt her like this when I wouldn't talk to her when I was hurt, though I never spoke to her every day to hear how she was hurting. I would have given in almost instantly. But at the same time, when I would cut her off, I know she had to hide in a shell. So I am cutting her slack. But I also feel, at the same time, that there is this huge feeling of resentment that builds every day the longer I feel betrayed. Yes, I know she felt it when I wouldn't speak to her but I think it's actually more cruel to hear the person struggling and still keep it up.