Case of break up, and painfull relationship after

[achefull]

Hi there, i was with woman for a five, or eight years...

Do not remember exactly how long, i am a drinker and drug addicted in the past.

Now we speak with each other, and i feel like... she's listen to me.

She living with her mother, we have some "dates".

It hearts. I drink some for the first time after rehab last friday...

 

kinda i am only bring her pain, and we have no sexual relationship, but im try ask her for that.

and like abuser...

 

she goes from me second time with her things, half of things for a year was with her mother.

that time... i dont even have idea what should i do.

i have some deals with her, kinda buiseness-on-two. Now its ruined.

Go for some usual job. Waiting for anwser.

Have one friend, that donet care bout it.

Parants says that it all on my hands. Im in charge...

 

thanks for some attention. Im tired of porno and have no speaking.

Thinks of suicide, but hay, probably i can bring her back, or at least, do not do that harm to her&me...

 

P.S.: Wish you good with that virus epidemia, hard times.

[MissCanuck]

I'm sorry OP, your post is difficult to understand.

 

You are your ex-girlfriend are still occasionally seeing each other? But not sleeping together?

 

And I understand (I think) that you are currently out of work. Can you clarify what you mean by this? "i have some deals with her, kinda buiseness-on-two. Now its ruined."

[achefull]

I'm sorry OP, your post is difficult to understand.

 

You are your ex-girlfriend are still occasionally seeing each other? But not sleeping together?

 

And I understand (I think) that you are currently out of work. Can you clarify what you mean by this? "i have some deals with her, kinda buiseness-on-two. Now its ruined."

 

It's ok. She is my ex-wife. Yes, we still texting, phonin, seeing... Yeah, without... bed things i feel myself dull.

And alone. And we were living with each other for many years. I need my lovely sleepmate back.

 

And bed things... its not a bugs. I missed... warmness. Soulfull warmness. If she dont love me thats ok, but why she is want me... as a friend.

It is really, really painfull.

[MissCanuck]

Have you two already divorced?

[achefull]

yes, we are... sorry, this question makes me feel sad. i've lost myself as a husband.

[Wiseman2]

You can continue your recovery and support online: https://www.aa.org/pages/en_US/options-for-meeting-online

i am a drinker and drug addicted in the past. I drink some for the first time after rehab last friday...

[achefull]

On 4/1/2020 at 9:44 PM, Wiseman2 said:

You can continue your recovery and support online: https://www.aa.org/pages/en_US/options-for-meeting-online

Thanks a lot, probably i will.

Now i'm clean for a some time(week, or less). My ex-wife now with me, but not leaving with me.

Ive got parents issues, ive got no money. I lost my job, supervisor even threating me when im trying so hard make a new live.

But i have a roof above my head, my parents still alive and i can speak with some friends.

aa is strong and well-known organization, i prefer NA because of movie that i watch in my childhood.

 

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