camwhite18 Posted December 27, 2017 Share Posted December 27, 2017 Hey guys, a girl broke up with me a month ago, and we were together for only 6 months. The 3 weeks post breakup were easy, school was very stressful so we both shut each other out and I was drowned in my schoolwork, and barely thought about her. But during this Christmas break ive been thinking about her like crazy. She said she was excited to spend Christmas with me and we had plans to go to a ski resort together prior before we broke up, which would be around this time. Before the breakup, she used to say things like you'll never find someone who loved me as much as I did and that you'll have no one if you leave me. She did a lot for me, and i know she loved me very much, and it makes me believe that i wont ever find that again, but we fought like crazy and I always wondered if it was my fault. I'm losing my mind, it was a toxic relationship but I miss it, and I'm wondering maybe she was normal and I was actually the messed up one. The endless questions I ask myself are eating at me. We had contact about 3 weeks after the break up where we completely had no conversation. I approached her and said I'm sorry for the way we ended things and asked if there was ever a chance of us being friends, we caught up a little bit . My goal was closure but I left feeling way more crappy. She gave one last hug and she started to tear up and it made us both feel very sad, I still miss her a lot. What can I do to get my insanity back Link to comment
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