Butterfly2222 Posted August 22, 2017 Share Posted August 22, 2017 The longest I've gone NC was 6 days. There were a few times he reached out but it was mainly me. And me trying to make up for my mistakes thinking him if I showed him I really did care, then he'd have a change of heart. Two months later and he most likely hates me now. I could reach out and he'd probably answer but I'd just annoy him at this point. I can't hold on to "maybe once we have fixed our personal issues." He's gone and no matter how much it hurts, I need to accept that. I tried the online sites again but I'm not in the place. I've been chatting with one person and it just makes me feel worse. I'm an attractive female and I have no problem meeting people when I go out. But it's not the same. I'm 31, I've dated a lot. I've been through a lot. At this point, I'd rather be alone. Today is NC Day 2. He won't reach out. I try not to talk about it with friends and family as some of them still are around him because they knew each other beforehand. That's how we met. So I'm doing this for me. For my own accountability. I started therapy but it's moving slow as the first two weeks were setting goals and treatment plans. Link to comment
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