Just want to leave this whole world

[Ishan]

I have not got any email from them from the past that when you gave me the email. But now i will not send any email. I am very confused and now i have reached at a very high stage and there is no chance of getting back. Now its my final time i cant do anything now. Now i only need the perfect time to commit suicide. Now my mind cant be changed. Yesterday i tried to jump of from my terrace which at 4th floor. But my bad luck when i stood up at the end to jump off. I saw a person was standing down thats why i didnt jump. Now there is no way out. And i want to tell that i am quitting this forum in a few days because after my death i dont want anyone come to know about all this so i am sorry that i am quitting this.

[Ishan]

If you want to help me then suggest me some ways to commit suicide with less pain

[iamkaylee]

No Ishan. No one here will do that for you.

 

Please, call the telephone number. We can help you but you must want to help yourself.

 

I have not quit on you and I will not. Please do not quit on yourself.

[Ishan]

No now nothing can happen except my death i have to quit

[iamkaylee]

You do not have to quit. There is always another way if you allow yourself to take it.

[cupcake22]

you want help or else you wouldn't be posting here. no matter how bad life is, just keep breathing. maybe check yourself into a mental hospital, bc then they'll drug you up so much you won't even care anymore. hey, it's still living.

[nbr]

Ishan,

I did not kill myself Sunday night, instead I went to a support meeting. I ask you to not give up either.

I will try to be here for you as best I can, and iamkaylee will be here too.

-nbr