loulou37 Posted November 28, 2011 Share Posted November 28, 2011 Well guys...if you read my other thread you'll see i was going to break NC, 6 weeks tomorrow....i've battled with it for over a week now...i had it in my head i was going to do it tonight!! my daughter has his mobile number on her phone, she text me it...when i see it i was nearly sick and i started shaking So there is was, his number....i even knew what i was going to say, thought about it all day, got prepared for it!!! I couldn't do it!!...i just couldn't do it...my body went totally numb and it just wouldn't let me. All the pain i've been throught the last week n now when i can finally give in to the urge i couldn't even do it anyway!! i can't believe it.....i've just deleted it off my phone loulou x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StrwberryWine Posted November 28, 2011 Share Posted November 28, 2011 Good for you! Stay strong! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Springs Posted November 28, 2011 Share Posted November 28, 2011 Yay...that's your head telling you it would be the wrong thing to do. It's not worth it. Well done! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KYRiverGrl Posted November 28, 2011 Share Posted November 28, 2011 Excellent job. I hope to have the strength to automatically delete any texts ex sends me from now on, instead of caving and replying to them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
loulou37 Posted November 28, 2011 Author Share Posted November 28, 2011 thanks guys...i'm still in shock that i "didn't" do it!! i was so sure it was gonna happen!! loulou x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
unknownfuture Posted November 28, 2011 Share Posted November 28, 2011 Well done, I posted in your other thread. Hopefully next time the urge comes up to contact, it won't be as strong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Furbys Posted November 28, 2011 Share Posted November 28, 2011 Well done! You are strong, keep it up! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
loulou37 Posted November 28, 2011 Author Share Posted November 28, 2011 who knows how i'll feel tomorrow lol....but that's different day n i'll deal with it when i get there. i just don't know where i would be without you guys on ENA...thanks!! hugs n love to all. loulou x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SparklyBoots Posted November 28, 2011 Share Posted November 28, 2011 WHen or if the time is ever right, you will know - you won't have that reaction - but well done you for now, admire your strength! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
camus154 Posted November 28, 2011 Share Posted November 28, 2011 I rag on people in here so often for not doing the sensible thing that I have to give some praise when they do. Absolutely fantastic job! Let's use this thread as inspiration for those who are tempted to buckle to their impulses. You are proof that you CAN do it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tuffly Posted November 29, 2011 Share Posted November 29, 2011 loulou that is great to hear! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tom1990 Posted November 29, 2011 Share Posted November 29, 2011 Keep it up!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carrie8484 Posted November 29, 2011 Share Posted November 29, 2011 congratulations lulu you are a fighter carrie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
loulou37 Posted November 29, 2011 Author Share Posted November 29, 2011 congratulations lulu you are a fighter carrie Thanks hun..i was so close, i thought nothing could of stopped me, my mind was made up!! i was at my lowest most deperate point, then... i just couldn't do it, i'm still in shock that i didn't! loulou x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pinksocks Posted November 29, 2011 Share Posted November 29, 2011 Aww well done you!! *hugs* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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