this is what hell feels like

[White Lilly]

my boyfriend and I recently broke up. we have been seeing each other for almost 2 years, and I CAN'T deal with the separation. we have had many problems in the relationship but have always recovered and grew from them. However, he recently broke up with me because he feels as though he can't forgive me for anything. He thinks I can't change as a person.

 

The point is, I have never been through something like this before. I've had many other boyfriends and bad break ups but this is the WORST. because I fell in love with him HARD. I don't know what to do. I can't stop crying. Death is on my mind and I'm not even suicidal.

[enigma123]

even though it hurts right now, it'll get better and there will be other people, better people who will accept and love you for who you are

[White Lilly]

but we broke up before....I'm sure this can be fixed

[MasterPo]

Lots of advice for you here but it probably won't make sense right now. I was there and you are right - it is hell!! My first time experience as well, same situation and it hurts so bad.

 

I walked. I walked alot of miles. About the only thing that helped. Tallking to some extent did but I was looking for a solution not advice. I know that now. Just walk. Drink plenty of water. Breath. It will pass.

 

PM if you need to or anyone else that can help. Be strong.

[catfeeder]

My heart goes out to you. Hang in there, you can do this.

[White Lilly]

I can't stop contacting him I feel psycho

[catfeeder]

I can't stop contacting him I feel psycho

 

Every time you contact him you'll just keep feeling worse, so stappp.