odd_one Posted June 6, 2010 Share Posted June 6, 2010 My ex and I broke up last year in November. we broke up basically because hunting and fishing is his life and i wasnt. and since then weve been on and off having sex just to have sex... and he tells me he loves me and misses me and still cares, but i started dating somone and he found out, and once he found out he wanted me back. he seems to only want me back when im with sumone else. im not with that guy nemore. but i found out my ex only wants me back cuz hes lonely at his apartment by himself..... he likes to play this game with me.. he doesnt talk to me for a month. we got into it 2 weeks ago, i said im gonna keep fighting with him, til he gives me cloessure, so he told me he never wanted to see me again and i walked out and left. i love him to death, and it kills me inside to not be talking to him, i want to talk to him, but shouldnt i also let him go, he obvioulsy doesnt care, he blocked me on msn, and wont talk to me thru text or call me, or send me an email or facebook message... so i feel like i should just not talk either if hes not putting any effort towards me. i personally want to talk to him cuz i miss him a lot, i have urges to just give in and talk first........ idk if i should just wait ... i feel like a person shouldnt have to wait a month to talk to sumone. love isnt a game or competetion, but thats what he makes it. and it kills me cuz he said hes never do this to me again. idk what to do, i love him....... (hes also the guy i gave my virginity to, can sumone tell me if thats a main factor why i cant get over him, we were together for a year) PLEASE NO RUDE ANSWERS, I JUST NEED SUM GUIDANCE, CUZ IM FEELING ON THE SUICIDAL SIDE... i miss him so so so so so so so so so so so so so much. He told me, just cuz we got along for a year, doesnt mean it would last for forever. And he said our personalities dont match but they use to. I bend over backwards for him, but he does nothing for me, all he says is that hes not perfect and i expect too much from him.... Link to comment
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