GenoGeno Posted May 6, 2010 Share Posted May 6, 2010 I don't think i've cried any harder than today since the break-up. I feel like i'm literally dying inside. I have way to much hope that I need to get rid of but don't know how...I want it all just gone. I know my ex is the nicest most kindest caring person in the world...but why she doesn't she see that she is torturing me by contacting me all the time to talk. Sometimes it seems like she's warming up to me then she can be completely cold to me like today and it really makes me feel the worst. It doesn't help I know she has been going out to tons of clubs, making lots of new friends every night...while I'm stuck at my house with no way of leaving. I go crazy just sitting here thinking about what if i had just treated her better this never would have happened and I'd still be with the person I love more than anything. I feel so much guilt and pain it's almost unbearable at times. I'm supposed to be hanging out with her 'as friends' next week and I have no idea how that is going to pan out. I honestly wish i never met this girl. Sorry guys just needed to vent big time, my head feels like it's going to explode. Link to comment
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