jessica_girl Posted October 9, 2008 Share Posted October 9, 2008 I want to leave...and get away..it feels like i could just die and no one care... the only reason i dont kill myself now is because of my family and how they 'might' suffer...my little sister especially...she is 4...and like 2 of my friends... I need help because if i dont get it soon ill be dead before my life even starts...................... Link to comment
RougeKali823 Posted October 9, 2008 Share Posted October 9, 2008 I have been here girlie, believe me. You have to talk to someone. Call the crisis line in your area and get someone to be with you during those times. You have to build a support network. There will be many people hurt if you do choose to end your life. Link to comment
RougeKali823 Posted October 9, 2008 Share Posted October 9, 2008 Do you have a bible or a journal of some sort? Maybe you could ask about seeing a therapist. Having someone to talk with can help you out a lot. The crisis line is very good. Link to comment
jessica_girl Posted October 9, 2008 Author Share Posted October 9, 2008 i have thought about a therapist many of times but my parents would be the people i would have to ask...seeing as im 14...but i cant tell them how i feel because it will only cause trouble for me at home...well more than there already is...i just dont know what to do or who to turn to......... Link to comment
Supa_gurl Posted October 9, 2008 Share Posted October 9, 2008 The hotlines are anonymous as far as I know. At least start there and talk to someone. I am close to where you are right now, so I know how you are feeling. I lost my sister to suicide nearly 6 years ago and I would not wish that on my worst enemy. The pain is still fresh. Please reach out to some hotline or PM me if you need to. Link to comment
butterfly07 Posted October 9, 2008 Share Posted October 9, 2008 yes i think the hotlines are anonymous as far as i know too. you could even call the kids help phone and talk to a counsellor right away and they will help you about anything. you have your whole life ahead of you, don't choose suicide as a way out, talk to someone right away so you can start feeling better Link to comment
_Asti_ Posted October 9, 2008 Share Posted October 9, 2008 Does your school have anything to offer? Thats where I started when I was a teen and going through depression and suicidal thoughts. I was set up with some great people there and was kept completely separate from my family for several months, until I gave the go-ahead for them to be informed. What about a teacher? I confided in a teacher I was especially close with, and helped me through it. But really though, you do need help. Thats the bottom line. I ripped apart my family when I came clean, but I am so glad I did. Things were rough, but it was so worth it to have my life back and to be healthy again. Link to comment
RougeKali823 Posted October 9, 2008 Share Posted October 9, 2008 You could tell your doctor and it would be completely confidential age doesnt matter HIPPA (federal laws) dont allow that information to be disclosed. You can always tell a school counselor and stress how afraid you are of telling your parents. Every school has advocates who are trained to help, hun, there is always help there for you. Link to comment
jessica_girl Posted January 26, 2009 Author Share Posted January 26, 2009 Im in counsiling. It doesnt matter. I am affraid. Im not sure of what, but I know im affraid. It scares me to be affraid and i hate it. I want to just leave for a while. Maybe i could just run away, leave my town and stay gone for a day. Stay gone for a week a month or maybe even more. Maybe id get a call from someone in my family saying that they miss me, and that maybe they want me home. Maybe just maybe thats what it would take for me to not have to be gone for good. Link to comment
djrem Posted January 26, 2009 Share Posted January 26, 2009 I tried to kill myself. Ended up in hospital. Everything you want to write in that final letter. Go say it to the people instead. Yes there will be tears but there will be smiles they roll over. You'll find emotions you didnt realise others had. All the best. x Link to comment
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