GoldenHillGuy Posted August 3, 2008 Share Posted August 3, 2008 This is my first post in the healing section. I had been recently trying to get my ex back. You can read the effort here. I don't know how I feel at this moment. In some ways I am glad I did try to get her back. There would always be a question in my mind if I didn't. I only wish now that I had told her not to contact me unless she wanted to get back together right from the start. I'd probably be months ahead of where I am. I had for the most part healed to a large degree before my efforts of getting her back started. But with our recent meetings and getting handed the friend card, I'm set back from where I was. All I can say is, I'm really glad its over at this point. I know she's not a good woman. If you want to read the letter I wrote to her when we broke up 4 months ago, PM me and I'll send it. You'll get a good idea of what kind of woman she was. So......I am reading that letter sometimes 3 times a day to remind me of the horrible way she treated me. To sum it all up, I feel used a bit. Used in the sense that I may have just been an ego boost, place to live, someone to take care of her, fund her outings type of guy until she decided she could do better. Anyways, I have a bit of bitterness, but it will all pass with time. DAY 2 NC. Link to comment
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