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GoldenHillGuy

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  1. Here's my story: Still together. It's tough working through some of the old issues, but it MUST be done if it is to work out properly.
  2. link removed by Ayn Rand. Interesting how her ideas are all coming true in modern day america. I think all of our members of government should read this book.
  3. LOL...........I dunno why.......but this is funny.
  4. Yes, it is good..........next up: Atlas Shrugged.
  5. Good job Babes! I've read your struggles with NC. Wishing you strength!
  6. I'd call him back. His best friend just died correct? You can support him in that way, then back to NC if things don't go your way. Good luck Diva!
  7. There is a reason for it all. Part of God's perfect plan is rejection. Take the opportunity to look inward and work on the issues that got you here. It all sounds so cliche but it's a cliche for a reason! Hugs!
  8. Hang in there Diva! You've been through this before, you'll make it again.
  9. At least you've got the balls to meet him. I'm stuck right now trying to get over my own fears. Good for you. Stay strong.
  10. Sometimes though I wish it was rainy and cloudy to match my moods. The single thing I miss about the Midwest. Watching TV and seeing a t-storm warning, calling up my best friend, grabbing a few beers for the road, listening to the radio and 'chasing the storm'. Bull * * * * ting about life, love, politics while cruising the country roads in the middle of a storm. Fun stuff I miss about Indiana. Not much else though.........
  11. Day 2 again. Feeling much like day 27. Freaked out and sent an email. Hurt for a day REALLY badly. Back to day 27 feeling. I'm liking this. I will have a major setback, but the duration of these setbacks are ALOT shorter. I'm digging NC.
  12. Day 1.............. I'm in again, after 28 days, I wrote her to decline friendship again. Shoulda let it be, but anyways, I'm back here and my goal is at least 60 days this time.
  13. DAY 6 Doing better. Realized she's looking for something I cannot provide. Her daddy. I hope she finds her daddy and a lover. But I can't be both to her. I'd be surprised if anybody could fill both roles. Oh well, its out of my hands. Doing much better today than yesterday. I'm in control, not her. I took that power away from her when I refused friendship. Good luck everybody.
  14. DAY 5 Feeling better. The thought of forever isn't as haunting as it was a few days ago. Heck, my first ex from 11 years ago just added me on facebook. First time I've talked to her since our messy breakup. I didn't miss her one bit after about 6 months after it. So, its getting better. Hang in there people.
  15. DAY 4 I'm feeling much better than I thought I would. Still woke up thinking about her. Its actually remembering the sex thats hurting the worst. Thinking about her with someone else down the road sucks. Oh well.
  16. DAY 3 I don't know what to say. Yeah, it hurts a bit. But since I had already moved on to a large degree before trying to win her back, I'm in a good spot. I've been dating different women anyways. So, its cool. I don't know if I should keep posting here, because this NC will most likely last FOREVER. That's the hard part. FOREVER is such a scarry thought.
  17. DAY 2 Yesterday started out good, and got progressively worse. Today is starting off okay. FOREVER is scarry.
  18. Okay gang. This is my 3rd or so time here. It will be the last. After trying to get her back, and being with her, she told me she only wanted to be friends. So, after flat out refusing her friendship, here I am. I've made it clear to her that I want no contact with her unless she is willing to reconcile. I've pretty much let go about a month ago, but things were looking good between us, so I kept in touch. Things weren't what they seemed, so its time to go NC for good. It should be easy. Went NC for a month before, but this time is different. This could be forever. Crazy to think about, and it hurts, but enough is enough. Its time to cut all ties. And I'm in a great position to do so. Good luck everyone.
  19. DAY 15! I miss her.........but can live without her!
  20. GRRRRRRRRRR...........still DAY 11 Now she messaged me on gmail chat. Asking how I was and how her dog was that I'm watching. What the hell is she going to bed at 6:00 am for? LOL. Mind starts to go crazy. Anyways, I ignored her, and removed her from my chat list. I can't wait until she gets back and takes her dog. I'll miss the hell outta him. We bought him together, and he is like a child to me. But after she picks him up......I'm gone again. I've made my feelings clear, shown her I've changed, and I'm leaving it all up to her to make the moves. I'm starting to move on.......and its hurting letting go. I thought I had been there once, but I was too afraid to let go. Anyways, Stay Strong everyone!
  21. DAY 11 Going well.......Although I was a bit setback when I saw her login to her gmail chat account today. She is overseas in Spain, and I wanted to ask her so badly how things were going, but held back. Besides that her whole outlook on life is pissing me off. Its too bad. I'm wanting to grow up and save to buy a house, she's wanting to travel and live it up. I guess I'm just old fashioned, but it seems a bit irresponsible to me the way she manages her life. Whatever. Hang in there folks!
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