Dirty little secrets

[Broken_Doll_ParTs]

Secrets can destroy peoples lives.

 

 

I know he isnt serious about me, I know all he wants is sex but for some silly reason I cant let go. I keep putting myself and my heart in danger. I should stop.

 

I think Im not going to talk to him anymore, or see him. The first time I had sex with him he didnt even call the next day to ask if I was ok (it was my first time too) pfft! During that month I was freaked out, I thought I was preg, but I ended up getting my periods but then I saw him again and we had sex again!!! Im going to break up with him, so Im not tempted to talk to him, I'l delete his number from my phone and that will be it. Im trying to remain calm about being preg again, I'l have a test in a few weeks. After that NO MORE!

 

I promise myself I wont be in this position again. I'l wait and be patient for the right person to come along, and while Im waiting I'l get along with my life by finishing my studies, paying of my car, saving up for a house I'l reach my goals!