Crazyabouther

It's my birthday today. And I haven't been in contact with her at all for over a week. I can't help but think of her with the other guy today. I feel completely ill and unable to deal with this. I'm seeing my family soon and I find it so hard to put on a brave face. I'm so tempted to contact her today. I won't do it. Thank you for this thread. I haven't received a bday message from her and don't expect to.

I don't know how to even begin to explain how deeply hurt I am by your actions. It cut me to shreds. Yes, I made mistakes but for you to go and sleep with somebody else so quickly after the break up, which should never have happened is the most gut wrenching thing you could do to anybody. How could you? And still tell me that you love me. Is this some sort of sick and twisted joke? I resent you so much for this and can't believe I wanted you back after hearing the news above. What was I thinking? Did you not think of what we had? Did you think it was some sick game to her revenge against me for whatever you were feeling? Is this fun for you? I don't know what else to say to you. Yes, I am supposed to forgive you despite how disgusting your behaviour. And that I have done. It still hurts either way.

I hope this happens to my ex and me. I miss her like crazy and love her beyond measure.. Hope she is missing me too! Love you baby!! X