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I told myself not to check on your facebook, but I did it anyways. You look so happy with your friend. The friend that cause this whole thing. For a moment all I could feel was anger. You lied to me saying you needed time to move on. I found out from a friend that you actually was dating someone 2 weeks after we broke up. Who know it probably was even earlier than that. However, I promise to myself that I couldn't mad at you. I still love you. I'm happy that you are happy now even though it doesn't include me. Take care my friend.

I just talk to a classmate of ours. The guy that your best friend share a room with. He told me that he ask about us during our graduation day (about 2 weeks after our break up). Your friend told my friend that you and I are no longer together and you already seeing someone else. I spent about 2 months after our break up blaming myself and writing a long apology letter which I never got to finish. I talk to numerous friends and read numerous threads on here trying to figure out what I did wrong, or was there a chance you could come back. I couldn't believe you move on so fast as if our relationship meant nothing. I knew that I told you I was already looking for a new girlfriend on the same night we broke up. You know I don't mean it and those words were out of frustration. You however sent me an email telling me that you will be single for awhile. I don't know if 2 weeks is awhile to you. I really hate you for lying to me. The whole time I try to put all the blame on me. I even talk to your aunt. You must of talk to that guy when we were together. There is no way you could be in a relationship that fast after 2 weeks. It took us nearly 3 months to get together officially.

I stop by your house last night really late at night. I wasn't stalking or anything, just happen to stop by a friend house. Her house was 2 lights away from yours. I really miss you Bunny (her petname). I saw that the flowers that your dad planted has bloom.

Its going to be a long summer without you. I wish you are going to be here so we could go to 4th of july together.

I feel so stupid for believing you. I put my walls down and told you my secrets that I haven't told anyone else. You use that against me. You made it sound like I'm crazy towards the end of the relationship. I still fu--ing love you. I'm just so stupid.

This last one in a half month I've been beating myself up and putting all the blame on me. I pray that one day you would forgive me and that you would come back. All that has gone down the drain. I even tried to write you a letter. It's not done because I wanted to put a lot of time into it. Now the letter is just for me to read. Just a month ago you texted me that you think you would be single for awhile. Now you telling me you have a new boyfriend. You tell me that he isn't comfortable with me texting and calling all the time. THe same thing I told you when you was with me and your ex was texting you all the time. You never told him to stop. You took all our pictures off. The same thing that I have been trying to tell you for the last 6 months, and you told me you was busy and didn't have time. You did all of these things with some guy you barely know for a few weeks. I don't want to think that you were cheating on me because you know how much my previous ex hurt me by cheating. You are a piece of sh-t. The whole time you were lying to me. I was your best bf, you were lucky to have me, you didn't want to lose me? Yet you replace me in a few weeks or perhaps even days. I should of known by the way you treated your ex. You were them for 2 years and 5 years and yet you only have one good thing to tell about them. Makes me wonder if they were so bad why stay with them so long. If all of your exes where a--holes then what type of person are you to only date those type of people?

Will be going with my friends to the movies tomorrow. It sucks that they are moving soon. I'm jobless right now. I just graduated from nursing school. Everyone wants experience. I'm home a lone. Soon my brother will be moving out to his new house with his fiance. Then it will be even worse. My friends are also moving away for medical school. My dog died. THis sucks.

I know that I told you that I didn't care, that I'm much happier now that we broke up, that my sister-in-law already trying to hook me up with some of her friends. I just told you those things in the heat of the argument. You know I tend to say things that I don't mean when I'm in an argument. I usually apologize later on. I guess this time I really hurt you. Deep down I know you really love me. You don't have to ask me why I know. I know that when other guys try to talk to you that you told them that you were with me and you think we will get married. You know I really love you and care for you. I know I f-ck up this time. I know the true reason you broke up with me. I was just confused at first trying to know why you broke up with me. I did some stupid things that wasn't even related to you. I accused you of being a fake. I broke up with you a few times over my insecurity. I really miss you Bunny (her petname). I actually started hanging out a lot with my friends lately after we broke up. No matter where I go or if I meet a new person; they are nothing compare to you. Today I went to a state park with some of my friends. It was a really nice park. The scenery is amazing and the lake is awesome. Then I saw this girl pushing a cooler with her grandma towards the lake. That girl looks just like you. It made me think about you. I took a good look at her 3 or 4 times just to make sure she wasn't you. Same hair, same facial features, same type of dress that you use to wear. For a moment I thought it was you. It made me feel really bad that it wasn't you. I even looked back a few times after I walk away with my friends. It brought back all the memories. She was just sitting there looking out at the lake. I remember a few weeks before you broke up with me you mention to me that you wanted to do something nice outside. I told you that I would take you to a nice park one day. Well today was the day that I wish you was here to enjoy it with me. Your face somehow replaces the women that I meet at the club. I could never talk to them because all I could see is you. I miss you so much baby.

This is day 5. Suppose to be at least a month by now. I succumb and broke and try to call her.

Here is one: My brother and his fiance now. She was actually a friend of mine that met him. They dated for maybe 3 years then he broke up with her. Then he went to date another girl for maybe 2 years. My friend was devestated. She love my brother. She did the begging, showing up to the house, calling. He would have none of it. My other sis in law gave her some advice. She told her to be patient and don't get angry like that. She fought for my brother love. After my brother broke up with the other one my friend contacted him again. They are now back 3 years and are getting married in cancun next year.