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  1. Thanx Bobbadoo, I figured i just wondered...and i think your absolutely right about each relationship is different.....every person is different and every situation is different. I guess only time will tell...
  2. A question...has anybody on here ever bought the e-book mo-mu about how to get back with your ex? It's all over the place on the net.... If so is it worth it?
  3. I totally agree with you, i mean we all know it happened for a reason...and we all know it " may or may not" happen...but what's the harm in having a wish? I mean yes i understand if you sit on the couch with your phone on the table and stare till it rings...yes then seriously get a life...go on LIVE... But everybody with a good head on their shoulders... having hope is a bad thing? When something bad happens to us in our lives our friends and family support us...But with a break up..many people say move on...it is what it is.....but i wonder if they feel the same if it happens to them? I know they have hope...just like i have...i'm blessed with two friends...that understand me..not saying it will happen....you just never know what life has in store for you. Positive people that's all i need right now.. If the Law of Attraction works with me, (positive attracts positive) and if it's meant to be then everything will be fine...if it doesn't i will be fine too....i just like to have my dreams. hopes and wishes...without being ridiculed or looked at as a loser i just want to be happy. And i'll get there that's one thing i know for sure
  4. WOW!!!!! THAT'S AWESOME HOPE YOU GUYS MARRY AND HAVE 10 KIDS! Seriously that's wonderful news.. .congrats!
  5. I wish you haven't changed...i wish you would fought for us....i wish you were my guy again like you use to be.....my baby....from time to time you could be an a-hole but you were my a-hole we always worked things out..until you got that horrible job...i told you it was gonna cost our relationship...you are so stressed...grumpy...bitter and so angry with me for not flying over and sitting there alone 3 weeks a month... Why can't you understand that? why don't you think about other solutions... I dont wanna sleep, eat, live alone...i can't it would kill me! I wanna be with YOU...and not with your dad in home as u suggested so i wont be alone and scared at night being home alone I wanna be with YOU..not with anybody else! Why can't you understand that? Why do i have to do all the work.... sacrifice my happiness for you...and your life will remain the same..except for when your one week at home i'll be there...then i have to deal with the fact your grumpy and tired..you will sleep alot and still i'm there what's in it for me? When is it my time? Don't you think that's extremely selfish on your behalf? Don't you want the best for me? Why can't you understand that? We had this conversation over and over again...and it always ended you being angry with me. You saw it as a rejection....i told you i would come if you had a different job...but you never really tried...some lame attempts yes....but not really....even your answer was..but i don't have time!!! I tried to be as understanding as possible for months....i try to lift u up...back off to give u time when ur at home to be finally you! Working 24-7 made u different ..and i understand that , you started to push me away..not taking calls...or sometimes...just short messages....and the last week you were avoiding me..till i got to the point i couldn't take it no more...i was getting physical problems..migraines ,stomach pains i couldn't sleep..i just wanted a solution so bad. But you didn't work with me. I've been chasing you being understanding with to the point i got migraines...from pure frustration...and u kept going being the same a-hole as the last months.. You really didn't care if i would break down and cry...you just didn't care anymore ..all you had to say was...well come here... and i would explain again why...and you would be angry with me again..leaving the conversation undone. So i never had the chance to really talk this over with you....you always leave....and im left with frustrations...i need to vent... I miss the old you so so so so so so so much....im crazy in love with that guy still....i hope someday he returns and tells you what a fool you've been. I hope you come very soon..i don't think you will..maybe never...but deep inside i hope you will. DO IT!!!! You said the passion is gone...how can u be passionate when your always at work...traveling for work...in meetings for work even in the weekends....you have no time.. That doesn't mean you can't call...or write me a sweet e-mail....your stress level is so high now u got muscle twitches..high blood pressure....and u have some other problems related to stress..... Is this all worth it? i been asking you that forever....i know u love your job and u hate it too... cause it's just too much...too overwhelming....i never wanted to nagg or something since i know ur so busy at work..so i gave you space...i thought you needed that...then you say you miss me....but then again you have a phone too....call me when you miss me... I've done everything i could..but it takes two people to make it work it's not a one way street...due to your job it became like this...I HATE YOUR JOB!!! Lately i have to admit i sometimes didn't feel like talking to you anymore ..because everytime we did you were always so negative about everything...that when i would hang up i would feel miserable and negative too. You drained me. completely to the point i couldn't anymore... All the beautiful memories we have together...i miss the funny you...you use to be my ROCK! So relaxed calm guy...you made me relaxed...i loved being around you! We would laugh so hard you made me cry...MAN I MISS YOU! I thought we were gonna make it you and i...2011 i would have said YES to you like you wanted and as i wanted...my dreams my future with you is gone I have to deal with that and it's hard...i always believed we be together. I"m really sad it went down this way.. You should have fought for us...you just didn't have the energy because of that stinking job. The job took you away from me...you had no energy left to fight for us. I miss the way you feel...i miss your brown eyes...i miss kissing and cuddling with you! I loved your hugs! I'm talking about the old you... The new you i'm angry at for treating me so disrespectful it's crazy to know your both the same person..how is that possible? I wish you would call me now and say hey baby i made a mistake i'm a big dork you are my girl i realize how much i love you! Babe..why can't you just dropp it all and come back to me... i miss you...i really really miss you I LOVE YOU!!!
  6. Amen i bet that felt good! It actually made me feel good reading it haha!
  7. Dave im in day 50...no hope for me i guess...
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