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  1. Live-N-Learn
    You want friendship now...a close friendship. You tell me I am so special to you but when things changed you did not tell me. You continued to allow me to buy you drinks and take you out but stopped sleeping with me. The only way I found out is because I asked. Yes you said you were sorry but I am not sure that is enough. You knew how I felt and were selfish. Why didn't you tell me? That is what I want to know. I feel used and disrespected. You should have told me. Not sure I can keep you in my life. Though I care a lot about you..what you did may have been just too much.
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    There is so much I don't understand about you. After our breakup you never let me go even though you were with other guys. You spent time with me and even came home one night and slept with me again. I thought we might try it again after the 10 weeks of NC. You seemed so happy to have me back in your life. You tell me your not dating now and taking time for yourself but you go on trips with me and sleep with me but will not hold my hand or show effection in public. I feel so used by you. You let me take you out all the time but hardly return my texts. You let me pay for all your drinks and barely say thank you. What do you want from me? You are doing the same thing you did after the breakup. I really don't know how much more of this I can take. I might have to say goodbye forever. I wonder if I will regret it. Maybe you will come to your senses and see how good I have been to you and realize what you are going to lose. I doubt it though. You just take me for granted. I never have been a wimp or insecure. But with you I am very insecure because you will not tell me where I stand or how you feel about me. I wish things were different. I hate the place I am in with you. I feel like a FWB...I am sure that will turn into the worst which is just friends. I have treated you like a girlfriend since we hooked back up 2 months ago but you have not done that for me. You have taken everything as if you were with no remorse or even consideration. I know if I walk away this time, I can live with myself. I know I did my best. It will be your loss.
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    I am so sorry about last night. I just had too much to drink. to be honest I don't even remember most of the night at the club. I really wish i could have the night back. We were doing so well. I love you and am so sad now that I want cry cuz I blew my chance to get you back
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    I really hate you today for all that you have put me through. I sure know how to pick'em don't I! I can't wait for the day I am totally over you... I hope I never run into you before I hit the stage of indifference. If I do I may kill you with the look in my eye...I don't know why I feel so much anger towards you today this is the first time.
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    I have finally closed the door on any hopes or desires of ever talking to you again. You text the other day was pathetic. I am soooo glad you sent it after 7 weeks of NC. I was able to tell you to get over yourself! finally, I got the closer I wanted and you are out forever. Moving on from you ya selfish b....
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    I am missing you today and very sad that we are not still together. Your indecision and inability to be honest with me has messed with my head so badly. I just wish you would have been honest with me and not hurt me so much. I hope someday you realize what you did to me. Even with that said, I really miss you today.
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    I sure am missing you today. I really hate you for not giving us a second chance and never being honest with me. You are so selfish and have caused me so much pain by your actions. Right now I wish I would have never met you...
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    You really messed with my head. I hope someday you wake up and realize what you did to me and apologise. I doubt it will happen. I hope your missing me and I thought I would let you know I am getting better each day.
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    Day 35 of NC. I really do think that your the best thing that ever happened to me. I have grown so much since you dumped me and with my head 3 months post break up. Thank you for showing me what I will never put up with again. You really are not worth it and do not deserve me. The more time away from you the happier I get. Thanks for the hard lesson. Unfortunately for you, you will never benefit from it. The next girl will.
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    Day 30 of NC today. the day is about over and I feel pretty good. People kept telling me that I would feel different in 30 days and it's true. I am not totally obsessing and actually had a pretty good weekend with friends. I still miss the thought of us but not to the point where I talk about her all the time and can not function. Things are getting better. I really hope she does not break NC again like she did 3 times last week. It really set me back for about 4 days.
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    30 days of NC today...awesome I'm a fogetting your lying cheating ass more and more each day!
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    day 24. Leave me alone! It was so unfair for you to have your friend text me Thursday just to try to get your fix. I can't believe you sent me a drunk I miss you text, then had your stupid friend cover it up and send me an email saying all our really meant was misssing hanging out with me. I hate you and love you at the same time. You have been so selfish this entire 3 months post break up until I checked out on you. Can't believe you dump me , mess with my head for 3 months, never come back and think you have the right to break NC to get your fix. I hope you really learn what it is like not to have me in your life. I am glad to know it is not easy on you and you are struggling not having me around. Glad to know you miss me, I just wish it was enough to try again. If not, please don't ever do that again.
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    Day 16 and doing good today.
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    Day 14 of NC and feeling pretty down today. I really miss you today girl. All that we had before the breakup. I know it can never be the same and that we will never get back together. I just really miss you right now and feel like crying.
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    I really wish you would have told me why you checked out on me. I wish even more you would have talked to me and told me what was bothering you so we could have worked on it. I now feel little for you since finding out you are a liar and a cheater. Wow, I thought I knew you but I guess not. I am upset with you that you strung me along for 3 months post break up while you were f..king another guy. You really are a piece of work. I am so glad I finally manned up and told you I was going NC and that the break up was for the best and we needed to both move on. It is not what I really felt but I realize now that I can never trust you again. How did something so great get so ugly. I don't know and I never will. Soon it won't matter I will have someone else.
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    Day 11 and still alive. Feel better today but still think about her too much. At least the pain in my stomach no longer exists.
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    I believe the number may be closer to 10-20% that reconcile. Not sure of the success rate.
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    I hate me ex right now. Day 13 of NC. I think back on her lying to me as to why we broke up when the truth was she was unhappy and started seeing another guy. She would not even break up with me. When I asked her if she wanted to break up she would say "that is not what I am saying" Then sending me so many mixed signals for 3 months post breakup. I am proud of myself for taking the high road and finally cutting her off and checking out. It is really hard and I feel like I have this void now in my life. I really miss her and hate her at the same time. I just wish she would have been honest with me and told me there was no chance of us getting back together instead of leaving the door cracked open.
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    Day 12 and starting to accept it's over and that I am better off without her since she lied to me about the other guy to this day.
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    Feeling a little better today. Day 10 of NC. I am slowly accepting it is over. Not easy cuz she gave me just enough to keep me around for the past 3 months post breakup.
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    Day 9 of NC. trying not to hold onto any hope of reconciliation. For one it will never be the same since I am sure she lied to me about why we were breaking up and because she slept with another guy. Can't believe how selfish some ex's can be to try to keep us around while they move on. 3 months of mixed signals was enough for me. I am proud of myself for cutting her off in a mature and loving way. I just hope I can stick to it.
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    Day 8 and I have had a very good day. Starting to feel like I don't want her back. It will never be the same and I don't think I will ever be able to trust her.
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    Day 8 and doing really good today. I am surprised how much NC and accepting she is not coming back is starting to work. At least for this moment.
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    I miss her so much and am only on day 7 of NC. Feel like I am dying
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    I miss you today .... I know it is for the best that I am NC. You are very confused girl who really has little idea what you are doing. One day our paths may cross again and we will talk. But for now we need this time apart. I doubt I will ever be back in your life and that is OK. It was fun.. we had some great times and now it's over. I will heal and find another that is more rounded and that I can trust. I guess i just wish you could have shared your feelings with me and not have put me through so much pain with all the mixed emotions for 3 months post break up. Well now it doesn't matter. I went NC on you 5 days ago and stopped the bleeding. Have a nice life.
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