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    ha! I read that too. It's a sweet story.
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    Day 3 I'm not sure how I feel this morning, tired I think. Just sick and tired of being sick and tired. The mornings are the worse. Somehow by midnight I feel better, a little stronger. Then the I wake up and just have a sickness in the pit of my stomach. I feel somewhat hopeless, or helpless, or something. I wish I could just stop. Am I sad this morning...I'm not sure. I think I'm numb. I month for every year? D'oh. Yay Saffron! New record!
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    DrowsyWithHope welcome and thanks for the post. It's helpful and very good, keep posting! Kerri nicole and bumpties, hang in there. Everyone hang in there! *bighugsallaround*
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    I feel exactly like this, this morning. Day2(again) for me. Last night I felt like for the first time I could survive and be well, no longer sad. I woke up this morning and just feel sad. I felt alone and, I don't know, in despair. This is so difficult. I feel hopeless, helpless, like I can't do this. That I don't matter to her grips me and makes me profoundly sad. /sigh
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    Indeed, I am trying! But I'm in such a weak state that I cave in. Then feel all bad again. And yay looking4ward! That made me smile! That sure is rare now so thanks!
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    day 1, again. I feel sad, and can't settle down at all. How can I ever get over this...?
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    wow a date! That's great! I wish I had your strength! I feel like I'm a giant wet blanket. All my friends have moved away so down to family for venting and all I talk about is this. Isn't that awful. I feel sorry for them having to listen at times, but it sure helps me. And checking out facebook doesn't break it! Though might make you want to break something. lol
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    Gawd I hope the 'what ifs' don't last that long. That would suck. And yes, I would talk of course I fell off the truck already. So that's...30 more days. gah
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    day...none again. I emailed and called today. It was awful and now things are...worse. She has so much anger though she claimed not to. Boo I am sad, I am lonely, I need a hug.
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    Yep, I seem to fall asleep okay then BOOM. Wide awake and mind rolling over 'what if's' 'should I say X,Y,Z' It's driving me nuts! In theory NC sure sounds right, but I'm not FEELING at all like it's right. All I think about is calling. boo
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    I'm new. 5Days NC. What a total drag. =/ It's so unbearable. I seem to rehearse over and over what I want to say. It's kinda ridiculous, and totally maddening. I have so much nervous energy, I can't seem to focus it anywhere - but her of course. Boo How long does this hurt anyway? =p Too long.
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