Hi Again !
Thank you for responding to my situation people !
I am so damn torn from all this I feel like I am going to explode inside and out. I Love my wife and kids so very much and I do need to talk with her about our situation, I owe her that much and more. This new woman in my life is such a wonderful person inside and out and she really does brighten my outlook on Love, it is amazing. We have not done anything physical but mentally she has turned me upside down ! I believ that you are all so right when you say I should stay with my wife and raise the kids and just plain be there for them.... What a hard thing emotion is.
I am a totally different person with this other woman. I did feel this way about my wife when we first were married but things do change over the years both good and bad. The hardest part about this entire scenario really is the kids(period). If they were not around I would not think twice about leaving my wife, but reality is she is with me for the long haul. I will most likely end this with the other woman but I can tell you now a huge part of me is going to die on this day, I feel so empty inside
Thanks again to all of you