unhappygirl

Yes yes I'm a bitch and I'm here until I can get out of this marriage, I am trapped and my husband knows I feel this way, he knows my feelings have changed towards him. Sex is a very important part of any relationship and it doesn't matter when I do leave my husband that I should have a guy lined up because that won't be the reason I leave it will be for me and not for any man. Yes I have lots of growing up to do, I married way to young and I would discourage anyone out there not to marry when you are 19 or even 21 maybe 22, explore first and I don';t mean sexually, I don't have a soul mate and if I end up alone I bet I'll be happier in the long run. I do know what I have done is wrong and I could tell my husband what I have done but I don';t think that will help him, he won't leave me, marriage is work and I can't wait to quit it.

You are over reacting and if you don't believe him then you have no trust for him. Maybe he lied to you about whom he was talking with because he knew how you would react. If you are in love with him then apologize and make your relationship work, but if you feel it isn't worth the effort then go on with your separate lives.

I'm married and I cheat, I'm not proud of it and I didn't go out looking for someone else, that person came to me and seeked me out. I put my bf threw alot of crap and he puts up with me probably because I'm not his wife he is married too. We have such incredible sex, I've never had such great lovemaking like this. I would love to be with him more but I won't ask him to leave his family for me, I wouldn't expect him to. I do love him and I know he loves me not just because he told me so, he calls me everyday and sees me every chance he can get and he says even if it's just to look at me for a moment it will satisfy him until the next time he can be with me. Mind you I never thought anything of him when I first met him, I never thought I was into him or him into me because it took him over a year to make a move and I was very reluctant at first but I am happy I gave in. I have been dead inside for many many years like so many other married people, I should of would of could of but I didn't. So now I am and if I get caught there will be a very high price to pay, I have tried breaking it off with my bf but he wouldn't let that happen. I don't sit here and think gee maybe one day he'll be all mine, I can't waste my time in fantasy land. I can however, have great memories of all we've done together and that is a treasure. I wish I could scream out to the world how happy I finally am with this man but a part of me should feel guilty because I am cheating on my husband but somehow I don't feel guilty just mad at him for not being there for me.

I have been married for 13 years, I am not in love with my husband, I am trapped, I'm a homemaker and get live on my own with my children because I won't be able to make enough money to support my children and myself. So I am trapped and my husband told me this too he feels it too but I deny it. I cheated on him twice. The first time I wanted to leave my husband to be with this man but because of money issues he couldn't be with me, we still saw eachother until he fell madly in love with someone else(he was also married) he worked with and he left his wife for this woman and said he still wanted to see me. I felt he was just pitying me. I was so hurt because I loved him I thought he was my soulmate. Then my neighbor starting coming around and one day he made his move on me, told me he had been watching me for over a year, I felt wrong about it because I was still in love with the firts guy I cheated with but I went thru with it and started having an affair with him. He as fallen in love with me and I am in love with him but I know there will be no future in our relationship, I don't talk to him about it because I know he won't leave her for me, why would he then he would have to support me. I keep making excuses not to see him if I tell him it is over he won't give up. I know I will leave my husband when my children are old enough and after I finish college and I think when I do leave him it should be for me and not someone else.