Hey I'm 17 (18 in like 2 months) I have never been in a relationship of any kind. I'm not big on partying getting pissed ect like most people i know my age.
Anyway I have known this friend for about 6 months now (I knew them for longer online). And we Originaly met as friends.
After a while I revealed to him I liked him and he said the feeling was mutual... but he wanted to get to know me better... I thought the was fine so I didn't mention it again.
One day I was reading his online journal thing and I got upset because he was talking about dating this girl and stuff, and how he was looking for someone, I felt really crap and later he was asking me why I hadn't talked to him in a while and I explained I felt depressed by being rejected and didn't feel I could stay friends with him after being rejected, because before he had suggested there was a chance between us. Anyway he explained that he ended up in open relationships, and didn't think I would like that sort of thing, he said he woulnd't feel comfartable being like that with me, and that he hadn't rejected me.
anyway a few weeks after this talk, one day I was round his house and he frenched me and we starting doing stuff (it only went as far as dry sex) but I had to stop it from going too far.
We were hanging out during the summer term a lot but since college started he has acted really distant towards me . And the last three times I have hung out with him he hasn't been as fun to hang with as he used too.
When we went to this gig together he was chatting up some girl and I don't think he really cared that he made me feel upset.
When I tell him I feel he dosen't like hanging out with me anymore he just tells me I'm paranoid and I can't accept the fact that he is busy sometimes.
When he found out I liked someone else and stuff he got a tad jealous which pisses me off really..
Anyway basicaly the way he has changed makes me feel depressed so its hard to even be happy when I'm hanging out with him, I don't think our friendship is the same, I feel really strongly for him but he obviously doesn't feel the same I cut him off from my life completely?