I love you, but you're a little bish. I am better off being alone, since being with you doesn't make me any happier. Or should I say, you just make it worse. Your ambiguity, your need to hurt me when I unintentionally hurt you is pretty fked up. The way you manipulated my feelings post-breakup, nah ah, not going through that anymore. When I unfollowed you to get some head space, and you blocked me in retaliation? Wow, well played; yeah sure my actions don't affect you in any way. So what if we are best of friends for a long time, I don't need this toxicity in my life. Everyone is selfish but damn, are you that afraid of getting hurt that you don't mind slicing someone open to 'defend' yourself?
Whew, thank god I got this all out. But in hindsight, thanks for leaving me. I really do deserve someone better; someone who dares to take the leap of faith with me, someone who isn't stingy when it comes to giving, someone who is more self-aware. In short, someone that isn't you.