Hey, ok this is what happened I went out with this boy named chris. I thought he was tryin to change me because he didnt want me to smoke weed and drink anymore, which ment that i couldnt hang out wit certain pple becuz thats what we would do I so I broke up with him for that reason and that reason only. Now im kickin myself in the head realizing that he was only watching out for me. Out of all the boyfriends i have ever had he's the only one whose truly cared about me and i realize that now. I wish I had never broke up with him it is one of the stupidest things I've ever done. Now I want him back and he doesn't want to go back out so I'm HELLA heartbroken. I've been depressed since he told me that we would never get back together. I've been crying and i dont know what to do. I wish that I could go back in time and stop myself from breaking up with him, but I can't so now I'm stuck with out him and a brokenheart. My life doesn't seem complete without him. He's believed and trusted in me thats why I love him.