Ok, I have a problem. Almost every year I at least have about two girls that like me and one that I like. This is not a problem you may think, but it is for me. All the girls that like me I end up being friends with but I am not attracted to them. I try to be as nice to them as possible but I don't end up liking them. When I talk to them I am not nervous in any way. But when I talk to the girl that I do like I get nervous. When I try talking to her I find it difficult to keep a conversation. First,I don't have anything to say and when I don't talk for a short period, like in a 30 seconds, she starts to talk to some one else. Its like if she ignores me. Even during a conversation she will begin to talk to someone else or someone will bud in and she will talk to them more. I try to keep talking to her but it only last a short period of time. Sometimes more and more people get into the conversation that I get left out.
When I am talking to the girls that like me I don't ignore them. I try to talk to them like the way I would like to be treated by the girl I like. But For once I would like to have a girl that likes me and I like her. Its great that girls like me, but it is better to be liked by the girl you like than to be like by a million girls. There was one time that I got lucky, it was in sixth grade, I am now a junior in high school, where I sat next to all the girls that liked me including the one I liked. But the one I liked didn't talk much while the other girls wouldn't stop talking. I tryied to talk to her more but she was shy and she didn't talk much and she drained all of my topics for a conversation away. I don't want to insult her, but it was like talking to a mental, you talk and they don't respond. The other girls asked me If I wanted to get with her I said yes, I don't really know what she said because an hour later she didn't want to be with me anymore.
This was as close as I got to a girlfriend due to my problem. I do regret not trying much to try to get her. Does any one else have this problem.