Dreamscape-Lifescape - free write poem

Please don't judge this too harshly. I'm not a poet.

Dreamscapes Merge With Lifescapes

challenging old ways of thinking, with an elegance.

just letting it go

letting it stay

in my inner world

pursued by the relentless whip bearer

the poor girl

i'm the girl.

the poor girl

ready to come out of her cave, her prison

she will try again and again to climb out of the pit

it's not that deep

the world shakes and changes

the eyesight shifts

its all up and down

now up, now down

left and right

left right real unreal clear and foggy

ecstatic, tranquil, terror, boredom, mundane

like tremors

puzzle pieces shifting to recombine into new disorienting forms

puzzles don't do that

my endless shame, the lacerating prison, the hell that en-cages me

suddenly is hope, liberation

the illustrator

of lush, sensuous dreams

a firm restraint blocking my path

a partner in this dance

to learn his body

to push back

to dance

with elegance

joy

love

ideals i strive to

discarding the self

molding it anew

witnessing the process

handling it with care

with love

with attention

the kind I never got

Lovely.

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