pain

[chai28jm]

Pain

 

I hate you because I love you

I can’t stand seeing you with a next man

But there no way I want to be with you

You are not for me. I know that but still the pain wont ease

It still comes rushing to my heart and I felt scar of heart break tears apart

My friend lonely comes visit me. And sadness fulls my eyes.

The touch of love is no more. And failed is shown in front my eyes

I was never a good lover

I wasn’t a good friend

I was never honest with no one not even myself

This pain I can’t bare. The sight of lose blind my fears

Death I turn to but it wasn’t there

Punishment I call my pain. Because I wish it never happen to me.

I sit and wait. But happiness won’t pass my way

I hunt and strive. Hate covers my path.

Jealous of every one success and hate my own

I am lost, I need be found

But who will after all I am no superstar

I won’t be missed if I am dead

I look forward to the day I take my last breath

I suffer too much

Gain no reward

Lost everything

So my purpose is no more

I think death as my way out

I need help but who will.

I not crazy at lease I don’t think so.

I want to be free

I want to feel love

I just need a constant hug

[NKP]

I loved it.

 

Thats just how i feel right now

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

Hugs are so good but you need to be happy within yourself before others can love you to.

 

Lovely poem and i'm sorry you feel so down.