One last wish

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

This pain i feel,

Just won't go away,

Even though you,

Found a better way.

 

And when you said love,

Did you ever mean it,

Or was it all more lies,

Did it hurt even a bit.

 

You're not the one,

Who cries at night,

You're not the one,

Who has suicide to fight.

 

You don't forget,

That we are no longer together,

I guess there is no such thing,

As happy forever.

 

Dreams of what used to be,

Float around my mind,

And this unbearable pain,

Is all thats left to find.

 

And when i try to move on,

I forget one thing,

I haven't got the beauty,

To have a happy fling.

 

No i can't forget,

Because my looks hold me back,

And everyone else thinks,

I'm just being slack.

 

Tis my birthday tomorrow,

And i wish upon one last star,

For the pain to end,

For beauty and love never to be far.

[karvala]

Heartbreaking. I'm sorry that you ever have to go through such pain, but you have done enormously well to embrace and accept the experience as you have here, to recognise it as a profound thing. I sincerely hope you get your wish upon a star.

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

Thankyou Thats really nice of you to say.

[Matty1607307441]

YAY ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY TOMORROW 0.o

Don't worry, Be Happy Rozikins!!!

 

ily.

 

p.s. good poem

p.p.s ILY!!!

p.p.p.s I like your avatar

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

lol thanks Matty. Yeah my avatar is hot, i found it somewhere randomly lol.

[Daddy Bear]

If the past is painful, look to the future. Happy (late) birthday, Roz-bud.

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

Thankyou Somebloke, - roz-bud hahaha, lol thats so random.

[girl friend]

Was it about an ex? Stunningly written as usual for you!

[AnotherBrokenDoll]

lol thankyou girl friend... It was a mixture of feelings but yeah kind of. But at the same point i think everything took its toll.