"It's not that I don’t want to explain it to you,..."

[Sugar-Rush]

It’s not that I don’t want to explain it to you,

It’s just that I can’t

 

It’s not that I don’t want to wake up next you, everyday

Just my fear I shan’t

 

It’s not that cooking and cleaning for you would be a chore

I just don’t want you to know I’m really a ...

 

It’s not that I don’t want to change

It’s just been so long I don’t think I can

 

I’m dying inside wanting you

Just to be my only man

 

They don’t seem to understand how addictive it can be

I just really don’t blame them for judging me

 

I’ve hurt so many people,

Just broken so many hearts

 

It’s hard for me to understand why you

Just want me, when I’m the queen of Tarts

 

I don’t get a rush from lying, even though it seems that way

Just one time, I want to be faithful, it’s getting harder everyday

 

You know I want to live with you and be there in ever way

Just you and me forever

 

No risk that I would stray?

[flower99]

LOVE IT!!!!!!

it speaks to me, I totally identify with it....I love it!!!!

[AntiLove_SuperStar]

The cooking and cleaning is worrying, as someone concerned with feminist issues.

 

BUT..I liked it.

[Sugar-Rush]

Thanks for the comments, regarding the cooking and cleaning bit, its not a femmist issue, i love cooking and i clean when i'm stressed, i always make sure he does his bit too.