Utensils and music?

[Descent]

Ok so ive been causing myself pain for about the last 10 years of my life now (im 1B) due to an abusive father and about 20-30 friends commiting suicide over the years the seriousness has gone up and down but the thing is im so used to drawing my own blood at least once a week whether i feel overwhelmed or not so my question is :

 

What type of utensil////method do you usually use?

 

What music if any do you listen to? genre or bands

 

Personally i listen To metal of some sort or Deftones//alt bands and for the casual pain i usually insert 2 inch long pins into my arms anywhere from 10-50 of them at a time and leave them in there for roughly 20 minutes but up to a few hours

 

Thanks for replying

[vesper]

I was thinking like banging on counters with wooden spoons to your favorite song when I saw your title was not expecting what Ijust read!! yes I use knives to cut onions and sautee' them then cut squash for the pan a little lemon juice are you ok?! d

[Dako]

Descent,

Seems a bit time consuming and unsightly.

Have you tried seeking help?

 

I'm into Jeff Beck these days, but I get enough pain from arthritis and rude drivers.

[johnagent1911]

Hey you wanr a song to download?

Artist:Song

The Used: I'm a Fake.

 

It's a good song... Give a listen.

[InaneCathode]

Descent,

Seems a bit time consuming and unsightly.

Have you tried seeking help?

 

I'm into Jeff Beck these days, but I get enough pain from arthritis and rude drivers.

 

Lol! Dako, genius.

I'd expand a bit:

Creating some sort of fan club for cutters seems to me (in my hormone/idiocy rittled brain) to be an unintentional way of supporting/promoting cutting...

[Daddy Bear]

here's an idea for cutters everywhere: go down to the Red Cross and put that blood to good use. they'll jab you with a nice painful needle, they'll suck out a good amount, they'll even THANK you and give you orange juice, and the blood won't go to waste but will be used to help save someone's life. rather than shame and isolation, you'll feel the happiness that only comes with doing something positive--and hey, no scarring!

 

seriously, please consider it.

[PrincessJOA]

you need a song? Go for 'Neverland' by Bella Morte. Take my word for it. This song nearly killed me several times

[NKP]

Yeah thats really a great idea. So cutters stop cutting get needle instead, then you might start to feel better about yourself since you will save someones life

 

 

here's an idea for cutters everywhere: go down to the Red Cross and put that blood to good use. they'll jab you with a nice painful needle, they'll suck out a good amount, they'll even THANK you and give you orange juice, and the blood won't go to waste but will be used to help save someone's life. rather than shame and isolation, you'll feel the happiness that only comes with doing something positive--and hey, no scarring!

 

seriously, please consider it.

[InaneCathode]

Giving blood does hurt too, no matter what they tell you <_>

[Dako]

I've pumped gallons of it, and maybe it stung a few times.

The real pain is answering all those questions beforehand.

[InaneCathode]

That's what i was referring to lol