neva_black_n_white Posted May 14, 2006 Share Posted May 14, 2006 Broken The way you ignore me But I try not to see The way you look through me So I try to change who I be The way you don't talk So I try so hard The way you don't think Yet you're the holder of these cards It's the way that you touch me And I wonder if it's the last It's the way you lose care And I just want to go back It's the way you don't know me And I try to expose myself to you It's the way you don't realise What I do to show I love you It's the way I sit up at night And tears fall from my eyes It's the way I wait for you And then get crushed by your lies It's the way I have to perform To get your attention This relationship we hold Is a one sided deprivation It's the pain and distress That I try to deny - Knowing you don't love me A technique to get by 14/5/06 1:28am Link to comment
AnotherBrokenDoll Posted May 15, 2006 Share Posted May 15, 2006 Oh my gosh i feel for you. Reading that poem almost brought tears to my eyes because i have felt that way for so long. Except with one difference i don't have the relationship, so i think it must be worse for you. But i know how it feels to want to be loved and nothing more! So thankyou for expressing the way i feel! Link to comment
neva_black_n_white Posted May 15, 2006 Author Share Posted May 15, 2006 Thanks I guess. I didnt really want praise for this one. I guess when something is so raw that you do begin to feel exposed you no longer see poem as an art. This poem is just, i dont even think i have a word for it. Broken sums it up to a degree. It feel as though your entire body is being pulled apart but your trying to fight against the force and keep everything together. Anyway. Thanks. neva x Link to comment
autumn Posted May 18, 2006 Share Posted May 18, 2006 reminds me of a song by the "New Radicals" - called, "I hope I didn't just give away the ending." The song talks about just being with someone for not wanting to be along - kinda like when you say "A technique to get by." Anyways, here's the lyrics if you're interested. I love the song by the way. She wanted to be a nun Until that fateful day we met I beat the crucifix in a game of Russian roulette I burned my Beatles records because she hated number nine She licked rock cocaine sucker Laughed, said her mom's doing mine Well, are you an illusion, or am I just getting stoned? Because I can't take it alone I can't take it alone I hope I didn't just give away the ending We started limping, caught the handicap shuttle to town and yelled "God's healed us" As we ran off the bus the driver just frowned By the way this girl was sexy and she wouldn't touch you This may not be true but I said it so you'd feel involved with this song Are you an illusion or am I just getting stoned Because I can't take it alone I can't take it alone I hope I didn't just give away the ending We caught a fey taxi driver I smiled the ride was free I felt like Amsterdam She wanted more drugs and maybe me I told her dealer I was broke He hired a camera man We did a porno film for coke I hear I'm big in Japan Are you an illusion Or am I just getting stoned Because I can't take it alone I can't take it alone I hope I didn't just give away the ending we went back to her kitchen Put the coke all in a can Tied up a T.V minister In walked her dad He started drinking coffee Too much sugar on the go He fell dead on the floor He thought the coke was sweet'n'low Well are you an illusion or am I just getting stoned Because I can't take it alone I can't take it alone I hope I didn't just give away the ending Boy was she upset but then she stole her dad's wallet and I drove him to the hospital To sell all of his donatable body parts And this is where she dies They brought the depressed junkie in She shot his Cyanide up I guess she thought it was errol flynn I'm blamed in the confusion The police being phoned I don't even love you We weren't even friends It's just that I can't take it alone Uh, huh I can't take it alone I hope I didn't just give away the ending (repeat 6 times) Aw Jesus, Ah s*** I think I just gave away the ending Link to comment
blueangel Posted May 18, 2006 Share Posted May 18, 2006 I love your poems so much. They are not what you'd expect. They are just... truth of the heart. Subtle metaphors... and that's the beauty of it. Link to comment
neva_black_n_white Posted May 18, 2006 Author Share Posted May 18, 2006 smiles at autumn** i know what you mean smiles. and thanks blueangel, i used to work with alot of metaphors but i guess ive toned my work down alot more now.. its got more emotion and obvious expression, before you could apply it to anything. i really appreciate what you said. hehe. thanks x Link to comment
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