I dunno what is wrong...

[Stinkweed]

Ok, I feel so mixed up... Like one minute I feel I'm missing out on so many things, and the next I feel like I'm ok. I dunno what's going on. The semester is almost over, and I can't say I am very happy with what I've done with my social life. Lately I've been trying to improve, but heck, it's still hard... You know, I think I'm just gonna go crazy and talk to anyone and not care what they think, you know? It's what I feel like doing sometimes... Cause I've been so withdrawn... I mean, I think I've missed some chances with girls, and well, I dunno if it'd help, but talking to them, would indeed make me feel better, just to let them know I'm not a loser/jerk... I mean, I look back at how I felt all hostile, without a good reason. It just makes me see things in a whole new perspective... How dumb it is to hate everything, how corny ppl sound when they say they're satanists... Anyway, is it too late to change? I just feel like a much nicer and more fun person now... I don't feel like such a loser anymore... Maybe I should try and see how things go...

[Andy223]

trust me mate, if you feel good about yourself and trust in you're abilities, you will succeed... carry on feeling good about youself (the only way is up)

[atraceofblood]

If you feel good about talking to anyone anytime, then go for it! I've been too laid back at school, and I wish I could talk more, but something keeps holding me back. I guess think too much about what others think of me, if I were to act a certain way.