just some old poems I wrote.

[QTpie87]

mk, well I don't know if they are really something anyone here will like, but i like them. i just shared them with my cousin on aol, and she got kicked off or soemthing so i don't know if she likes them, but whatever.

 

black butterfly-

A rose without sun will surely wilt away

As my heat with no love will turn black as the night sky left with no stars to light my way

Let us burn these black roses and watch them burst into a million flaming fairies to dance upon my hollow grave.

Old wounds re-open and scream a blood red cry.

My nightmares come alive clawing their way inside my pain filled mind

Reaching out for a dear friends hand they pull away leaving me to fall into a confusing bloody heartache.

Blue sapphire eyes remind me of the ocean I once loved.

Look deeper at the hungry shark waiting to rip my heart apart.

I'll wake before the sun can rise in fear nightmares taking me away.

Your once warm embrace is now a distant spark of faith.

Lying out in midnight air, waiting for a glimpse of my purple fireflies in the sky.

Praying that the stars would sing their sweet lullaby just one last time and take me away to never wake.

I wish I could show you my soul inside and out.

Past my fake grin I've learned to show so well.

Take a while and look deep into my eyes.

You'll find a wounded butterfly trying to fly.

Tell me…could you ever love this black tattered butterfly?

I love so much about you and want to know more.

Trying so hard to forget you, but I can't anymore.

 

There's a lot in that one that doesn't really go well, but it only makes sense to me lol.

 

No title-

 

Feelings so deep under my skin, too hard to hide with nothing but a childish grin.

Rag doll hearts are hard to mend…especially when they've been broken over and over again.

Days go by with only my broken guitar to sooth the pain.

Then I see your face and all the hurt is washed away.

Content just sitting by your side.

My happiness too much to keep inside.

Can you tell when I get nervous, knots in my stomach pulling tight?

There's something in your eyes I love.

The way you talk and the way you hug.

I love how you confuse me, yet it's the thing I hate the most.

Everyday I pray you'd stay, don't leave me standing here alone with nothing left to say.

With out you here my world is just a cold empty space.

Screaming my lungs out, at the top of my voice.

Maybe you'll turn to look with a bewildered look upon your face.

I would wait for you forever and only you alone.

Trying hard to make clear what I want so much to say, yet I know you'll ask me to explain anyway.

Can you open your eyes just for a moment, try to recognize my face?

The audience is silent, and I'm center stage.

Trying not to mess up, but I forgot my part anyway.

Reciting in my head what I know I should have said.

Hoping no one noticed, wishing I could just run away.

I'm feeling down and useless, until I see the smile spread accross your face.

I know as long as you're here with me everything will be ok.

 

Ok so that one was lame too, but o well lol

 

No title- I've just started on this one and have a whole lot to go on it so it's only like prob a 4th of what it will be lol, so it's really short.

 

This dagger is my medicine…….My friend…….My love…..My only escape.

Cure this pain, take my heartache.

Leave me here dead and empty.

No different then I am now.

Death and life are too much the same.

[yeawutever]

Very sophisticated there!!!!!!!!!!!!