amy66 Posted September 20, 2017 Share Posted September 20, 2017 For a few months now I've had tentative plans to move from california to czech republic to be with my grandmother. my family is small & she doesn't really have many other people to spend time with over there so she's really keen on the idea and keeps asking me when I'm coming and is really happy to have me there. Although I haven't bought my ticket or done anything to solidify the move yet, I was sure I wanted to go and she really wants me there. Lately though, I feel like the move would be unpleasant for me and force me into an uncomfortable situation where I am dependent on living in her 1 bedroom apartment to survive. In short, I no longer want to move there. I feel like it would be a setback for me and I'd be digging an even deeper hole for myself. The main reason being because I tend to earn minimum wage which, although not great, allows me to live independently in the US and would not allow that where she lives. I don't want to upset my grandmother and I feel horrible. But I also don't know how I'd make it there and escape being the dead beat 26 year old who lives with family because thats all I can afford. at least in the US I'm a deadbeat 26 year old who takes care of herself somehow. Am I just supposed to suck it up and go there and endure somehow so my grandmother isn't disappointed? I want to resolve this awful mess I made & wish I never ever would have said anything about moving. Link to comment
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