wittycool Posted July 5, 2017 Share Posted July 5, 2017 We broke up over silly reason, We had an argument and he overthinks a lot, he took my words wrong which hurt his ego and came to conclusion that I want a breakup but I am afraid to do so, so he did it and said I deserve better. He had always been honest with his feelings with me, no matter how harsh or rude it seems. I respect this thing about him and I respected his decision and walked away. He got too rude during that period, I had no choice left. I tried for 2 days to make him rethink his decision and when I dropped the last message, I got lil rude in it cuz whatever he said was too much, he replied nicely to it apologizing for his behavior and said best of luck..muaahh. I went on NC. After 4 days, he texts me heart emoji and I replied the same, then the game of heart emoji's started. We even flirted a little, but then I told him friendship won't work for me and we need to set boundaries, he felt offended, unsent all the heart emoji's and replied "handshake goodnight". After 2 days, he again contacted me.We are in long distance just for 3 months, and I was about to visit him next week. He asked if I am sure about meeting. I said yes, but if he is not interested, then let's not. He didn't say no, he said he is scared as what will he talk about. This bought us back in contact, and we started talking normally, as if we guys are still in relationship. We started talking 24/7, sharing thoughts and feelings, and even snaps. He used to reply to everything in a nice and sweet way, except when I used to say I love you. He used to ignore this. This made me confused. I ended up asking him what are we... Normal again? Ex? Friends? cuz I assumed that we are back together. He replied that "I knew this was coming, just this time I hope it didn't. I have no answer. we are not in a relationship as I don't want one and we are not friends cuz you don't want to. I don't know..I was enjoying whatever it was" I felt hurt, I didn't know what to feel after reading this. I am investing my emotions and my feelings into this guy and he seems not to respect it or maybe he chose wrong words. I know he cares though, I know I am only person who has mattered this much to him and I know I still do. I am going on NC again. I am supposed to meet him next week. I am flying to his place. I don't know if I should wait for him to text me or just text him asking to meet next week]. I do want him back, but I don't want to make fool of self and my feelings. Link to comment
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