Where's my "thing"?

[Fretless]

This morning I was hacking at my wrists with a potato peeler. First time I've ever harmed myself in that particular way. Didn't bleed much.

 

Everytime one of my friends gets depressed, some "thing" always comes along to pull them back from the brink. A new girl, a new job, et cetera.

 

Now it's my turn. Where's my "thing"? Why am I the only one who, when he gets depressed, tends to stay that way? Why am I the only one who gets to the brink of suicide and then just sort of hangs there, in unbearable pain, for days or weeks at a time?

[blah2oo4]

dude in my opinion you shouldnt hurt yourself just becuase you want something good happen to you. something good will happen to you evetually just give it time...

[thisisnotanexit]

i agree..you've gotta try your best to get a new attitude. i know it's hard, but you've gotta believe that things CAN happen for you too. you've just gotta believe that and go for it. and please please try and stop self harming. especially in that way. don't cut your wrists, you could REALLY hurt yourself one day. don't cut deep either. i know you can do this, i was once hopelessly addicted, but i quit. your "thing" will come along, you've just gotta believe in yourself. i believe in you and so do the rest of us. we're all here for support. take care and check this site out for help

 

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[Finchabald]

look. it may seem that everyone always gets theyre lucky break as soon as they get depressed or whatever but life just isn't like that. sometimes people never get theyre lucky break. If theres anything worthwhile in this world you have to work for it. so make ur own break.

[magikal]

I agree with Finchabald, you have to show people you strong enough to defeat deppression, nothing will ever change if you just sit on your backside and wait for it to happen. xxxxx