here i am again.

[yamajii89]

hey its me again. and yes its about the same girl, long story short, ive meet a girl that betrayed me although we were never together but i saved her life from despair and DEATH several times but still the third time she betrayed my love and trust.

 

now im over her its been over a month since i last contacted her, but i cant escape the fact that i have a romantic feeling for her, she has now become to my eyes a . though i only became emotionally attached to her because of two things.

 

one i took care of her for some time and that she represented someone that i desperately needed to protect and guide.

TWO i spent almost all day everyday with her before i let her go, and that i miss her alot.

 

I dont know what to do, i know i shouldn't talk to a backstabber but i miss her alot and it pains me to forget about her because its slowly happening