waterlilly Posted September 20, 2011 Share Posted September 20, 2011 my ex and I broke up almost 5 months ago. He got in touch with me today. He wanted to hang out. WE did. He brought me goodies. WE had a good time, caught up. HE apologized to me for things he did. I did too. IT was good. And crazy. I was soooo happy today. so glad to be on my own. Then this happened. I didn't ask him to stay for dinner or crash at my place(he lives an hour and a half away). I was so strong, confident, together, grounded. Then after he left, I sobbed. I don't know what to think yet. Need to process it all. Before he left we hugged. He said how glad he was to see me. How glad we could do this. How much I did for him. He lingered leaving. Said I looked good. I asked if he would come by again(he will be in the area for a little bit). He said it depended on how we both felt. I said yea. It was good. Glad we are processing, feeling peaceful in ourselves and with each other. I love him still. I miss him at times. I don't feel the same and that is okay. I know I still need to be single for awhile. I don't know if we can get back together or not. But last night I would have told you I would probably never see him again or at least never hang out with him again. WOW. I don't know if I even would want to get back together. I have changed so much. Link to comment
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