stevew Posted August 26, 2009 Share Posted August 26, 2009 I dated a bisexual guy for only about three months. He told me that he had never had a relationship with a guy before, didn't even usually kiss guys, but that I was different. But, he also stated that relationships with women were still more important to him. He would disappear for weeks at a time, then accuse me of blowing him off. Finally, I couldn't take it and told him I was sorry, couldn't do this, had fallen for him big time, knew he would never be proud to be with me other than for sexual flings, and ended it. I have kept to the NC rule, although it's tough. He wants to be friends, I assume with no sexual contact, because he says he does miss me and I have a lot to offer him. Because I would want more, I say "this isn't pure, I want more, I need to have no contact". The problem is, I feel guilty. Am I weak for not being able to just be friends? I do care about him even though he treated me poorly and I do miss him a lot. Geez, I think I may be going slightly crazy........any advice will be appreciated! Link to comment
SapphireNoir10 Posted August 26, 2009 Share Posted August 26, 2009 Its not weak. Its hard to be friends with someone you love and want to be with. I think NC is the right thing for YOU to help you heal and move on. Link to comment
agent1607307371 Posted August 26, 2009 Share Posted August 26, 2009 You're not weak, you're saving yourself a whole lot of hurt. Focus on what's best for you, not him. Link to comment
stevew Posted August 26, 2009 Author Share Posted August 26, 2009 Thanks, to both of you, for your posts. I know it's true, and that I should concentrate on myself, I just seem to gravitate to men with issues, thinking that I can be the one that makes their lives better, and I lose so much of myself in the process.......... Link to comment
pianoguy Posted August 26, 2009 Share Posted August 26, 2009 I know a lot of people like you. You're doing the right thing. He treated you badly and you deserve better. You have absolutely no reason to feel bad. Remember- you deserve better! Keep telling yourself that. Link to comment
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