Stress

[leemarie903]

Just ranting (to probably clear my own mind):

 

So stressed out right now:

 

 

-Looking for a job that is currently impossible in my state.

-Living at home still at 23 when i wanted to leave so long ago.

-Dont get along with most of my family, especially my mom who has always treated me like dirt, and basically is out to make my life as * * * * ty as possible.

-Always bored at home because someones always occupying tv and computer and ive been stuck to reading and going to the gym.

-Feel like i was born into the wrong family.

-My dad is more lovable but lives further away and has other children to worry about, which he always choose over us (his first kids).

-Still have to go back to college for my masters.

-Me and my boyfriend arguing constantly. In an especially bad fight/argument now that i actually dont know how will end. dating over 3 years yet video gaming might come between us.

-Gained a few pounds this summer and at a weight thats not bad, but just never wanted to hit.

-Paying rent to a mom who dont deserve it.

-All my "friends" are busy with school, work or their other circle of friends, and just hate that feeling of never having soemone to talk to or that atleast understands.

-Need a hobby!

-Trying to stay positive but so much at once: job, family, and relationship===headache/stomach ache...stresss!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

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Thanks for listening