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[deathgirl]

i try but it just gets harder day by day, and dario just disappeared and i saw this other vison

[Sweet Buttabean Jellayroll]

i try but it just gets harder day by day,

congradulations you are now a member of this thing we call the real world

 

 

and dario just disappeared and i saw this other vison

go see a psychotherapist they can help you with this you know, unless you want to take the SBJ method

 

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[15 Storeys High]

Of course life is hard. If it was easy everybody would succeed at everything they ever wanted. And that just doesn't happen. Just getting through the days sometimes is a huge challenge but you've gotton this far haven't you? 17 whole years. You can't always do what everybody tells you to do. At some point you have to stand up and start making choices on your own. You don't have to stand in front of a car just because some idiot attempts to make you feel inadequate. You can choose not to.

[BellaDonna]

deathgirl,

 

Around this time last year, you started seeing a counselor. Are you still seeing him/her? If so, do you talk about your suicidal thoughts and imaginary friend with the counselor?

[deathgirl]

i talk about my imaginary friend i get 3 counselors but i deny feeling suicidal to them, when i do because it will make them think i'm fine, i'm scared to tell them

[BellaDonna]

i get 3 counselors but i deny feeling suicidal to them, when i do because it will make them think i'm fine, i'm scared to tell them

 

You should tell them. You have been suicidal for over a year now- you should not have to suffer like this any longer. They can help you find ways to cope with crisis situations instead of always wanting to resort to the extreme of death when things go wrong in your life.

 

You will not get anything out of therapy if you are not honest with your counselors. The only way to get better is to tell the truth so that you can start to work on a solution.

[Sweet Buttabean Jellayroll]

i talk about my imaginary friend i get 3 counselors but i deny feeling suicidal to them, when i do because it will make them think i'm fine, i'm scared to tell them

 

so what are you going for?

 

they are there for you to tell them everything, thats why this young punk keeps being persistent in your visions

 

you need to tell them everything

[deathgirl]

i don't think it will change, i can't get rid of this suicidal feeling

[Sweet Buttabean Jellayroll]

i don't think it will change, i can't get rid of this suicidal feeling

 

yeah you can if you tell your counselers, its what they get PAID to deal with

[BellaDonna]

i don't think it will change, i can't get rid of this suicidal feeling

 

Well it certainly won't change if you do not tell your counselors, but if you tell them, then you can work on it.

 

You have to at least give yourself a chance to get better. Don't assume the worst.

[EQD]

your counsellors can't fix it if they dont know its broken DG. There is no shame in it, they deal with tons of people like you and lots more who are way worse than you on a daily basis.

[agent1607307371]

i don't think it will change, i can't get rid of this suicidal feeling

 

No, you can't.

 

But with help from your councillors, you can.

 

The point of going to councelling isn't to fool them into thinking you're fine, it's to work with them to help you get there. They aren't the enemy. They want to help you.

[deathgirl]

i will tell them, but i feel like i shouldn't be here anymore

[BellaDonna]

i will tell them,

 

I'm proud of you- that is such a MAJOR improvement. It's so much better than what you were saying when you first posted this thread.

 

 

When is your next counseling session?

[deathgirl]

it's friday

[BellaDonna]

How do you think you are going to bring this up with your counselor?

 

You should probably mention it early in the session.

[deathgirl]

i don't know maybe

[Sweet Buttabean Jellayroll]

"i have thoughts of suicide on a daily basis"

 

thats how you should say it

[BellaDonna]

When he or she asks you how you have been doing, you can say this (your own words):

 

 

"I feel suicidal everyday because i've been put down so many times"

[deathgirl]

yeh ok thanks

[thejigsup]

It can be such a sad, cruel world that people will drive a beautiful, young girl to feeling like this. Hang in there. I would love to tell your cousin something, and it wouldn't be nice. We would miss you here if your were gone, you are so strong and have had to struggle with so much. Please talk to your counselors, please.

[letteiljmc4ever]

ive had people tell me to die to. ive had my mother tell me she wishes she never had me. just think of yourself over all. if you dont think youre a bad person give yourself credit. and look for your flaws as well and work to change them no ones perfect. love yourself.

[deathgirl]

my cousin has started hurting me which is making me more suicidal

[letteiljmc4ever]

like i said screw what others think.love yourself