SapphireNoir10 Posted March 6, 2008 Share Posted March 6, 2008 Annoyed. In general at everything Link to comment
gravity Posted March 6, 2008 Share Posted March 6, 2008 I just spent a sleepless night thinking about HER, literally, not a wink. just got done exercising though and right now I feel GREAT! I'm gonna get so much school work done today. I bet I'll feel like this ](*,) at least a dozen times today though. hopefully tonight i'll be to exhausted to think about her, because she is just not worth it. Link to comment
dragon lady Posted March 6, 2008 Share Posted March 6, 2008 My new medication is making me feel tired and a little nauseous. Not thinking about him that much. Link to comment
drewciouS281 Posted March 6, 2008 Share Posted March 6, 2008 good for you. soon you will feel full of energy by not thinking about him. Not thinking of him will be a normal state of mind Link to comment
GizMo567 Posted March 6, 2008 Author Share Posted March 6, 2008 Woo..from that yesterday to dreaming about her and the other guy. I think i am going to rip my head off. The whole night i dreamt about her. Grrr...thats a real setback as i thought i was starting to see a slow but good process. I feel like i just got kicked in the balls..BLAH! ](*,) Link to comment
guitars Posted March 6, 2008 Share Posted March 6, 2008 I'm still waiting to hear about the apartment I'm trying to rent and it seems like it's taking forever. Plus I'm still dealing with the ex. She seems all too content with the idea of me leaving after crying about it two nights ago. I feel a bit like I could puke in that coffee-jittery way. Link to comment
AngryHeart Posted March 6, 2008 Share Posted March 6, 2008 A little down right now... Link to comment
SweetSmilingYeti Posted March 6, 2008 Share Posted March 6, 2008 Mad As Hell. I Want Bloooooooood! Link to comment
GetMeBack Posted March 6, 2008 Share Posted March 6, 2008 I feel bored I need to go out and have more fun But dont miss the ex! Link to comment
nic2463 Posted March 6, 2008 Share Posted March 6, 2008 wish i could stop thinking about her its 2 months ago history. Link to comment
Andy_2007 Posted March 6, 2008 Share Posted March 6, 2008 I am the very definition of 'meh'. And at this point, i will use the smiley with the rainbow afro. For no other reason than i haven't had a decent reason to use it yet. I also evil bat. Though nothing should be read into this. Link to comment
Lapinkawaii Posted March 6, 2008 Share Posted March 6, 2008 not so great.. I managed to go throught the day without crying more than 15 minutes... I had changed my facebook relationship status to single and wrote that we weren't talking.. He sent me a message saying that he didn't confirm because we weren't "Not talking" in his opinion... ](*,) I should stay away from FB... Link to comment
MusicMan6 Posted March 6, 2008 Share Posted March 6, 2008 I feel very sad!! I keep thinking that she is going to come to her senses and want me back! I know that is not the case, I think I am just having a hard time admitting to myself that it is over. I think I cried today more than I have ever cried before...as an adult anyway. Link to comment
gravity Posted March 7, 2008 Share Posted March 7, 2008 drained . . . I rode the emotional roller coaster all day I wrote my ex an email today telling her how I feel and how sorry I am things ended up this way, but that I forgive her and miss her. it just made me feel worse,I didn't send it though Luckily my mom was home when I stopped by to see if she wanted to have dinner. she's so great, she knew right away something was wrong gave me a BIIIIIIG hug and told me she loved me. thank god for her! Link to comment
SweetSmilingYeti Posted March 7, 2008 Share Posted March 7, 2008 Still mad. Shocked. I can't believe he does drugs and goes to parties now? I feel like I dated a total loser. Link to comment
HouseOfCards Posted March 7, 2008 Share Posted March 7, 2008 Mad at myself. I can't believe I wasted that much time and thought on her. I had all these delusions of how my future was gonna be without taking into account that maybe she didn't feel the same way at all. She didn't. She won't. I'll have to move on. Link to comment
GizMo567 Posted March 7, 2008 Author Share Posted March 7, 2008 I ](*,) with a little of with a ton of all the while being I thought about her all day and all night while at work and at home. She is swimming in my head while i think about her dating another guy as we speak. I am ready to jump off a cliff. That's how bad it's getting. ARG! I think i am going to splurge tomorrow and buy a brand new XBOX 360 seeing as i left it with her! Hug anyone? *I'm really hurting now. I have no clue what is going on but my heart just feels like it's completely out of my body and the pain is just constant. I think i am going to lose all sense of reality and really start slamming my head into a wall. Link to comment
flyingdodo Posted March 7, 2008 Share Posted March 7, 2008 Aww GizMo567 I'd hug you!! I'm feeling numb, blank, nothing... but at the same time feeling angry with myself and her, frustrated and confused that I don't understand why this has happened or why she's now flirting with me one minute and blanking me the next. I'm so so sad, disappointed and lonely. I feel stupid for letting myself trust her with my heart but I also feel selfish for feeling all of this and not being able to help her and make her feel better. Argh my head is too jumbled and it doesn't seem to be getting any clearer! Link to comment
flyingdodo Posted March 7, 2008 Share Posted March 7, 2008 Oh and I'm just wondering has anyone else actually been physically sick because they're feeling so bad? Link to comment
GizMo567 Posted March 7, 2008 Author Share Posted March 7, 2008 You know - I'm riding the roller coaster. I actually feel a little better. Flying - We are all going through that. We give our heart to somebody and then out of nowhere, TRAIN WRECK! I guess we all just hold onto the hope that the plan for us in our future includes a significant other that will love us like how we want to be loved and treat us fairly. I think for all of us, there will be someone out there for us. It's just a matter of seeing them when they come into view and maybe, just maybe, have love flood our hearts all over again. *I haven't but experienced it with someone who threw up every night when thinking about there SO. From what i understand, it's quite common. Link to comment
flyingdodo Posted March 7, 2008 Share Posted March 7, 2008 I know what you're saying GizMo567 and I agree I do think there is someone out there for all of us. i don't know if I'll let myself love again though. I find it hard to trust people, I don't think anyone really gets to know me because I don't let people get close. Well this girl was different. Somehow she got to me before I had a chance to push her away and so I've spent the last 2 and a half years opening up to her more and more because I didn't think she'd hurt me. I don't know if I can do that again. Damn I'm having a bad day today! Yesterday I was actually feeling alright for most of the day! Link to comment
GizMo567 Posted March 7, 2008 Author Share Posted March 7, 2008 Welcome to said roller coaster ride. Get ready for the ride of your life. It really feels like the High Emotion game. Which ever one is strongest comes out. Extreme happy to severe depression to absolute hate to crazy anger. I didn't think i came with this many emotions. Link to comment
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