Poem: I'll Be Okay

[Samedy]

I broke,

I showed you my weakness,

I showed you my scars,

and I had you watch as I cut myself open

 

Exposed,

My insecurities,

My mis-directed self-hate.

Leaving you, speachless.

 

A new face came out,

Masked by anger

steming from self self-affliction

A voice that crushed and silenced the man you used to know.

 

Wait.

Please don't go.

I'm really okay,

Life can be tough.

 

I promise,

I won't trouble you,

with my thoughts,

and my crippling pain.

Lonliness.

 

I'll be okay.

Don't worry about me.

I can figure it out on my own,

Maybe you should go.

 

I'll be fine,

I'll just sit,

Silently.

Happy,

See?

 

Before you leave,

Do me just one thing, a favour.

Leave the razor-blades behind,

I have some redecorating to do.

 

I'll be okay,

Thank you, for leaving.

[Caesium]

Nice work. Seems like you was speaking from emotions. 10/10

[WaterIsLife]

I would like a certain someone to read this. I think it explains very well the angst I was putting myself through during our relationship. It also explains very well, I think, the mindset I was in when I caused her so much pain.